FuRainZ... you can make one whenever you go... whenever you talk... whenever you laugh... It is very easy to make a FuRain... But a good one who is sincere from the bottom of the heart is indeed very difficult to find nowadays... it is as hard as mining gold in this 21st century...
FuRainZ are supposed to help you and guide you when you needed them... However, not everyone of them can get a FuRain as precious like that.... not every FuRain can do such lovely things...
The society is cruel... FuRainZ is just a part of one's life... When it comes to competition, FuRainZ are not FuRainZ, they are your opponents, your enemies, your rivals!! Face them and have guts to take them down without any hesitation... In this society, there will be no mercy given to anyone, even by a FuRain... Everyone is doing something for their own survival! They do everything for themselves most of the times...
FuRainZ are humans... even i myself is a human... There is always greed, selfishness, and all those dark and evil thinking right inside the very bottom heart of a human... the problem is how do you manage to control them, not letting them to take over a pure human heart which is fulled with care, love, kindness, and furainsheep...
FuRainZ who are self-centered tends to turn their back on you, use you, or even stab you in the back... this is why one must be strong, alert and observant to the surroundings... One must not be depressed, sad nor angry towards anyone when a FuRain did something bad or turn their back against you... In fact, you should be the one to be blamed for letting yourself hurt, letting yourself to be depressed, sad, letting yourself to be angry... You are WEAK, a COWARD, who flinched in a battle... who surrendered self without a fair fight... who lose your own honour...
We were FuRainZ... However, my FuRain turned his back on me... because i still want to hold that furainsheep, i surrendered myself hoping that miracle could happen... but, in 1 million times, how many times does the miracle strike? None? Once? Twice? Noone knows the answer... Is it fate? Faith? Noone knows the truth... Only He, the Great Lord, the creator of Heaven and Earth knows EVERYTHING!!!
Reflecting what i've done, it did not turned out to be a miracle, but a sword that pierce through the heart, cut through the veins, leaving nothing left inside the shell... nothing... I am WEAK! I lost my honour without a fair fight! I am just a pathetic coward who thinks that without a competition, everyone would be happy... I'm just a fool who thinks that there will be a miracle for myself...
When you were in a dilemma, please figure something out... Ask yourself from inside: what is it that you want? Is it very important to hold the furainsheep? Is that furainsheep valuable? What do you feel when you react in this way? Is there any plan A or plan B? Will I regret when i take this move?
In this world, the strong always beats the weak... Eagles eat snakes, snakes feed on mice... mice consume rice... This is the natural food chain that it has been fixed long time ago... The same goes to us, humans... Mice don't stand any chance to beat the snakes and it is impossible for a snake to eat the eagle...
Humans, who are so called the most intelligent living creature on earth, but they still can't escape from fate of this natural chain that, the strong always beats the weak...
However, we humans have the right to chose to be strong or to be weak in the competition of men against men... Blame yourself when you are weak and get stronger to beat the strong ones in a appropriate and fair way... Only a monster will walk the dark path to win a battle...
My friends, can you tell what is FuRain? They are all over the places... Loving, caring, kind, or dark, evil who waits for a chance to take you DOWN!!
Beware... my friends... beware...
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