Saturday, July 19, 2008

Back for a Short Post~

Long time haven't blog already~ kinda missed it... I just make it fast and short i think because this is one of the things that kills time...

I got friends who are having some hard times, but i hope that they can be better now... because it is not a doomsday yet... be happy that God gives you life and let you live, take it as a gift and start living a life that's full and fulfill your dreams~ my friends, i hope you will be okay...
One more thing, this special friend of mine, i never thought that he has such a potential in making poems, eventhough he might have some grammar mistakes but the poem he wrote is interesting and sometimes quite nice... I like it~ Maybe this the right way to express himself but don't take it too seriously as it may affect your emotion...

Basically i just wanna post about my lauzy attitude that people will agree with it~
Today, i went to school to participate in the SPBT Telematch which they invited St Joseph SPBT members to join us. The purpose is to foster the relationship with them... Guess what, i forgot about Indoor Games Club~ Sad to say, I'm just an irresponsible Head of Director that's all... I guess no matter how many times i apologize, people will always hate my attitude~ I hate it too... I think i really regreted that i joined this club as one of the board of director... One of my friends even said," I hope they will not be anyone like you who joined in as a director without doing anything and without any contribution~", in front of me on the day before the election day. Eventhough it hurted me a lot, but i have to accept it with my heart as i agreed with what he said. Today's telematch, because of my pimples, i didn't wanna play the wet games. I betrayed my team members and stood there doing nothing. I joined the musical chair, which was the ice-breaking game and the puzzle game. The rest i didn't dare to play because i was afraid of the pimples which got worse this Tuesday. I was afraid that it will become even itchier than what i felt from this Tuesday. I hope they can understand. But the thing is, even i didn't play the game, i went to play Table Tennis with my friend, H. Yun Chun. I enjoyed it because it was indeed a long time since i had play Table Tennis... Sweet memories~ i think... hehheh... It was the cloth-changing time before lunch. I told myself i had no rights to eat for i didn't participate and contribute much in the games... I told the 'stupid'-self not to eat the food that i don't deserved...
To whom it may concern:
I'm sorry. Maybe this is my attitude. Sorry for making you guys upset but i hope you guys can understand... I hope you guys can forgive me~ Thank you very macchee~

All the best~ God Bless You All...

1 comment:

Jamie Wong said...

nowadays boy love their face so much!lol @@
but i think they'll understand coz avone luv beauty, isn't it?