The Legend that has not been told...

元宵节快乐

2010-03-01T01:35:00.001+08:00

虎年快乐！

2010-02-16T11:59:00.002+08:00

好久没有写部落格了~ 最近都不知道想要些什么...

新年了，大家都從大老遠回來家鄉慶新年，我也不例外。

好久沒有回到家，這次回來雖然知道一定會有家裡的事情個我們做，但是感覺是特別溫馨。

回來看父母，看看自己住過那麼久的屋子，心裡有種非常感動的感覺。

今天大年初三，總是感覺今年這裡沒什麼熱鬧了，大家都大了；也很少出去放鞭炮而且鞭炮有危險，呆在家里吹吹冷氣，看看電視、電腦是多么的享受。哈哈

拜年，也很少去了... 天氣有這麼熱，坐在車裡東奔西跑也不是很好受其實... 哈哈

但是，拜年還是需要的。向親朋好友拜個年送禮使我們華人的傳統習俗，是至今都不可忽略的習慣。

雖然我們是信奉基督教，但是在我心裡宗教與傳統習俗是往往不同的。我們身為華人，雖說華人傳統是從佛教演變出來的，但是也不至於我們基督教華人把它們給淡忘了。傳統還是要保留的，只是我們信奉的還是萬物之神而已。

唯有保留住自己的傳統習俗才能夠更明確的瞭解自己的宗族，才能更明白自己的歷史。

在這裡我希望大家不但能夠繼續相信上帝是萬物的主，也要保留我們華人的傳統習俗。一樣要慶春節、冬至、端午、中秋等的節日。

也在這裡祝全球華人虎年快樂！心想事成、步步高升、龍馬精神。

最重要的還是身體健康！

BBQ

2009-12-18T11:18:00.003+08:00

We had a long night of BBQ yesterday in the ConneXion house...

I can say it was fun, however, the preparations and the cleaning up is the toughest part!

Praise the Lord for those who helped up!

These two weeks i felt kinda packed... Finally the things that is left on my list is Moral Final that will drop on tomorrow. The rest are over except for the January final (of course)...

Still trying my best to learn things especially learning not to be a fool or a jerk...

Learning to manage my time, learning about God... learning to control myself... etc.

I can say thought sometimes i feel like the time is not really enough for me to use, but i feel that i like this campus life!

It's great to have everyone around... =)

Matlab test...

2009-12-14T15:39:00.002+08:00

I've never felt so bad over a test before...

Last night, i was trying to study, i realised that i didn't know anything about Matlab! That was really scary... i rushed and rushed after having fun with Steven's PC... Never underestimate this Matlab thing, though it looks simply, but it's not!

One thing i myself don't like about Matlab is, it doesn't make anything simple, instead you have to know the keys and scripts to work it out... The powerful thing about Matlab is, it really can compute something complicated for you (if you know how to type the command in)

It was really really bad... i only managed to get 2 answers out of 4 questions... the other two kept on giving me errors! I really went panic... eventually... blank...

Kinda disappointed with myself though... everytime if i do bad, i'll say to myself, "don't worry, work hard next time..."

Seems like the hard time will never come if i keep on comforting myself with this sentence... the effort isn't there...

Pearl Harbor

2009-12-07T19:07:00.002+08:00

1941's today, a Japanese war plane piloted by Mitsuo Fuchida took off from the aircraft carrier Akagi. Fuchida led the surprise attack on US Pacific Fleet at Pearl Harbor, Hawaii...

50 years later, some one was born...

This morning at 12, my housemates and friends came to celebrate my 18th birthday in ConneXion house... it was my very first time though, that's very touching!! (have to tell you that, i didn't cry... hehheh)

Actually to be frank, i didn't expect they all to do it for me in the first place until i saw some soft drinks bottle on the table when i was filling my Tupperware... it's kinda odd to see 3, 4 bottles of soft drinks there since my housemates don't really drink alot of sweet stuffs... (goofball is exceptional)

Me and David and other friends play badminton around 11am after both me and David finished our frisbee throwing practice under the hot sun... crazy boys... Ken and Xuejing came in with a birthday cake without the candle lit... hahax~ but it's okay!! I'm really grateful that everyone did that for me! May the Lord Bless them!

My birthday wish was to stay healthy, get good results and the most important thing that i wished for was to be more committed and more devoted, so that i can bring more people to know about the truth- Christ the Savior!

「God broke into human history to offer us the gift of eternal life.」

Great Frisbee Tournament!!

2009-12-05T22:55:00.002+08:00

Today we went to INTI Nilai for frisbee tournament...

All of the ConneXions were gathered there to see who was the best among all!! ConneXion KBU was the best among the ConneXions but they got beaten by Oops2... hurray for that!

Loads of things happened today... Something bad happened in between the matches, pulling our spirit down... I hope nothing similar will happen again!

I wish i have some photos for today's activity... but i'm not the photographer, so i don't have them with me~

Anyways, some of us have improvements...

No matter what, we still have to remember one thing: God loves us!

We have to keep our faith because it's not outside sources that provide true happiness, it is that which comes from within - from letting Christ be at home in our hearts!!!

November

2009-12-02T14:27:00.002+08:00

When i reviewed about last month, i think it was bad...

Loads of things i didn't finish... for example, the barbeque pit... though the weather is one part of the factor that pull me back from it, i still stink in planning... right now, the event is only few weeks away, i really hope that i can make temporary pits that will be enough for everyone on that day... I felt sorry to Kaiseng and the others...

Funny thing is I've become more active in sports (except for gymming... hahax) this semester... which should be a good thing... Badminton... Ping Pong... i never thought that ultimate frisbee is so fun!! Fell in love with that sports! I'm going to play for ConneXion... I really hope that we can do well in the competition! God Bless us ALL!! yay!

Calculating the expenses for this few months... it's kinda blowing though... never thought that i would use such a number of money... xD

Buying extra shorts and shirts... due to badminton, i torn two shorts... xD

Some of the results didn't turn out well... quite disappointing... one thing is because i myself didn't put much effort in it... My electricity and magnetism sucked... always regret when something bad happens... never think far before i do something... hahax... should have foresee that i'll get bad result for studying last minute...

Jiayou! Anyway, i must not mess up my test2! I still have to maintain my discount from University...

I'll have to continue to pray harder and serve myself to the Lord!!

Currently looking forward to Christmas!! I never felt this motivated before as i never celebrated Christmas with anyone in my hometown... perhaps my family, but in a very normal way as if it's a normal day... hahax...

CHRISTMAS!!

Since i'm not going back on Christmas, I will be here to celebrate Christmas!!

May the Lord Bless everyone!!

Thankx alot!!!

2009-11-07T23:34:00.001+08:00

I wanna thank my friend Ken who really helped me alot today!!!!!

May the Lord Bless YOU!!!!

Stupid Stupid Stupid!!

2009-11-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

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Last day for University's Blood Donation!!!!!

2009-10-21T15:58:00.004+08:00

Some of my seniors said that there will be blood donation event in the university every semester... and for this semester, it was yesterday and today~

My housemate encouraged me to donate blood...

I wanted to donate blood too... cuz this will be my first time~

Judging myself that i should be 18 years old already, so i went to first floor of SA and filled up the forms after submitting my lab report...

I met my friend, Xuejing and registered for ping pong tournament and the club itself... So now i am one of the member of Table Tennis Club...

While submitting the form to the nurses, looking at the other schoolmates lying down looking generous, one of the nurse voiced out, "You're still underage..."

"I only have two months to my birthday, can't you just let me go...?

Count me in~" That was on my mind....

Then, the nurse gave me a letter form... She asked me to get a signature from my lecturer and a stamp from the university...

Therefore, with some the excitement leaving in my heart, i went to block B to look for Mr Tan (cuz he said he's gonna donate too...) He finally signed for me; however, he didn't have a stamp for me... i thought that the nurse will just let me pass since i got the signature... but she said you must have a stamp from the university as a "confirmation"...

Though it was harsh for me to accept, i went to block C, the faculty office to get the stamp for the bloody form...

One of the staff there was kind and friendly, she negotiated with her supervisors for the approvment, but the supervisor did not accept it...

She came out and told me that you must ask my parents to sign or unless ask my parents to send an email to them... blablabla~ (it's already the last day... )

I felt grateful and thanked her though it didn't turn out to be what i expected, but at least i saw her effort towards my request... that was touching~

Then the bloody supervisor came out... she told me that the university is not going to take the responsibility if something happens to me... they don't dare to take the risk... that's the main reason behind it~ which was acceptable...

However, she added, "It's not like you're gonna save the world..."

WHAT! o.O Bloody $%^&!

That was really harsh... it's my first time...

I don't mean that i can save the world either! At least i can contribute...

I felt kinda sad, and embarrassed after the way she turned me down like that... I was standing there, looking stupid, spacing out while i got back my thoughts and walk away...

I feel that i am so dumb... why do i have to rush? There's loads of chance for me to donate my blood...

I wanted to donate the blood this time cuz i wanna see if my blood is useful or not... it's kinda free blood checking... so if there's something wrong, they will call me and talk to me about it... i suppose~ hahax...

But... everything was just a stupid dream... nah~

It's okay... one day, i will surely donate my blood to help others! (if my blood is acceptable~ )

hahax...

Sorry Sen Loong~ 我有心无力~

An awesome adventure to Broga Hill!!

2009-10-19T00:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday in the afternoon, me and some of my foundation friends went up to Broga Hill for barbeque. Ken said that most of them had some function for the new semester, so why don't we foundation organize one too!?

I overheard that they actually did invite some girls to come over to join us... However, none of them came... Probably transport problem... Whos fault!? No idea....

It was 4.30pm of 17th October, sitting in Ken's MyVi with Wilson, Steven and Zhiwei (hope it's correct..) looking at the rain drops on the window dripping down.... Everyone was looking forward to this activity, but it turned out to be a rainy evening... 16 of us turned up (excluding girls... sigh), sitting in 4 cars, looking dumb while waiting for the heavy rain to stop...

Finally, the rain got smaller at 15minutes to 5pm. Some of them were thinking to come to ConneXion Semenyih for the barbeque... but some of them insist on hiking, though it just rained...

Since most of em' agreed on hiking, we got down from the car and started to move the foods and drinks together with the utensils... Some of them were as fast as bees, leaving the snails behind... We were far apart...

Finally, few hundred steps to the first destination!! The reward was another heavy rain! Yeah!

We were all drenched by rain water... some of them just stand and looked handsome, some of them were holding umbrella, some of them were protecting the important charcoal...

We enjoyed a shower using natural rain for few minutes before some of them yelled out, "just go!"

While rushing up the hill, all i could see was my foot... The rain was hitting directly on the face, pouring all the soil wet... the only thing in my mind was... "be more cautious... watch your steps..."

the selfish bees who arrived earlier came down and gave the snails support...

At last, the crew was on the Broga Hill! (the first destination so called...)

Bags were left under the umbrellas while handsome boys were all soaked in rain water...

The first thing some of us did was taking off our wet shirt... trying to show our body pimples...

Long after few minutes of waiting for the other friends to get up, the rain became weaker and weaker... giving the boys spirit to built up fire...

First, it seemed to be pretty impossible to set up a fire on a wet ground like that... the determinations of youngsters were somehow amazing...

Then it rained the second time before they can start a fire... 2 of the members left...

14 little boys were waiting for another miracle to appear so that everyone could have their food!

The prayer was answered, the rain stopped! The sun finally came into our sight! Hurray!~

Ken started to built the 'layout' for the charcoals like lego game... lighting up the fire-starter...

Some of them helped, some of the gave support spiritually... xD

We took few hours to finish all the food... We had our time, chit chatting, knowing each other...

It was worthy! I could say, "It's good to be YOUNG!!!"

We took photos, enjoyed the meal together~~

The time estimated when we were about to leave was approximately 8.30pm...

While everything was set, the camp site was cleaned, we were ready to go...

Ken and Xuejing took turn to lead us back to the cars while the others were carrying the leftovers and rubbish... Torchlights were shinning around... We kept on reminding each other to be careful... We did head count frequently to make sure that it was still 14 of us... The environment was tense but exciting...

We were surrounded by trees... it looked kinda spooky when you can see nothing without light...

the quietness was broken by the cheering and head counting of the members...

We reached our cars at 9pm before we all headed to campus to pay Ken for everything...

We didn't fill our stomach... RM15 for each soaked head!! However, i think it was worthy! I've never did something so exciting before! Hiking at night with torchlight! Barbeque without shirts! Eating with wet shorts and shoes... Enjoying chit chatting with new friends...

It was a great idea to join! The most important thing was, we arrived safely!! Some of them did fell while getting down the hill, but they did not get injured seriously... Praise the Lord!

While trashing out the rubbish in campus, we said goodbye to some of the members... everyone was tired... 4 of them went back by one car... 2 of them went back to their room... The others?

We were "to be continued..." in mamak shop...

Two roti telur and lime juice after RM15 rain soaking barbeque event!!

Ain't that cool.? yea... first time ever!

Then, 2 Vitamin Cs after i reached home... i'm lucky to be still healthy typing this post right now...

全球华裔中秋节快乐！！

2009-10-03T17:48:00.003+08:00

今天中秋节是个好日子。。。

华裔们都在努力庆祝这一天。。。好久没有吃到月饼了~ 今年又不能在家吃额娘作的食物一起赏月、吃月饼了~ 真是想念在家的那几十年~ 太温馨了。。。找不到与家里一样的家了。。。

但是还好今晚教堂也是有庆祝这一个中秋，所以邀请了我们几个学生去参加他们举办的中秋晚会。非常期待。。。我们去那里享用晚餐，认识新朋友，玩玩游戏，放松自己。。。

这是太好了~ 也在庆祝中秋节的同时，咱们也要纪念上帝对我们的恩赐，应该感谢他。。。

Hi... peninsular~

2009-09-28T10:20:00.001+08:00

Just arrived in Semenyih few days ago...

Currently fine~

Hari Raya Aidilfitri

2009-09-17T23:51:00.004+08:00

Just wanna say Hari Raya Aidilfitri to everyone...

Have a GREAT NEW YEAR!

干你妈的!

2009-09-11T23:15:00.001+08:00

印度麥可傑克森?
有一点点粗~ （中文翻译）

被逼的 ~林道遠

2009-09-11T23:07:00.001+08:00

This one is also another song of beat it...
Some one from 星光, but this one didn't turn out to be that nice...
This was the one i saw during chinese new year~ hahax

被逼的

2009-09-07T00:33:00.001+08:00

搞笑的一首歌
Michael Jackson's Beat It 改装版！
今年的农历新年在拜年时电视上看过了。哈哈

十六天

2009-09-07T00:29:00.002+08:00

从现在开始倒数还只剩下十六天我就得过去西马了。
至今我都还没有得到我想要的目标 -- 一架手提电脑...

想要的东西多可是不一定能够达到。。。
问题是出在哪儿？是我不会分配时间吗？是我很容易被诱惑？
这都是理由...

想做的事情多可是没有一样做得好... 为什么？
哪儿出了问题？是我没有坚强的毅力？是我不认真？
这都是原因...

那么想要这个那个的我又得怎么办叻？

想考取好成绩、想学会画画、想在音乐上面有多多的进步... 我该怎么办？
怎么办？

没关系。我看着办~

Short Post

2009-08-21T17:47:00.005+08:00

Currently, i'm helping my relative in his PC shop and at the same time learning something digital.

Just got my results by email from my personal tutor... it didn't turned out to be really satisfying though~ hahax

I'm currently aiming for laptop before i get over to university again to resume my foundation semester 2.
I did came across an Asus K50IN which cost around RM2399 with Linux OS, 320HDD, 4GB DDR2, 4USBs, and 15.6" HD LCD. The feature was nice and it has full scale keyboard which really turned me on! However, one thing really turned me down --- the graphics card. In that laptop PC of Asus, the GPU is only an intergrated graphics by nVidia, G102 which is not a strong graphics card... what a disappointment！
I would really choose it if the graphics card would be better... everything scores just the GPU...

Therefore, i would probably stick back to Dell Studio 15 which most of them in my university possesses... hahax
Honestly, that laptop PC eventhough it is still using DDR2, but the specs are just nice... just it doesn't have any full scale keyboard like that Asus one do...
Both of them are using the same CPU, T6500 (2.1GHz). It wouldn't be too bad actually...

One thing bad about this Asus would be the absence of bluetooth devices...

However, the laptop is very cool while working... the user will not be able to feel the warmth of the laptop PC...
Anyway, digital and electronics get outdated very fast... so if we want to buy any computers, just be sure to prepare yourself to be updated with the news of your computer is getting OLD and OUTDATED!!!

Random

2009-08-18T17:24:00.002+08:00

Don't know what am i doing right here...

超越极限，抵达无限！

2009-08-12T23:18:00.003+08:00

Two post in one day... hahax~
Drawing my self-made character... Actually it was on my mind long time ago, but this is the first time i draw it using tablet and open it to everyone...
Simple simple nia... very stupid also~

モンキー・D・ルフィ

2009-08-12T17:29:00.003+08:00

Trying to draw Monkey D. Luffy of One Piece...
Giving it a try... i know i suck in colouring~
I hate the way i did for my background... it sucks~

I would like to improve too...

Topicless

2009-08-10T16:44:00.000+08:00

Cincai lukis... nia~

Boom Boom

2009-08-09T14:02:00.001+08:00

Ali RoOoH Boom Boom

囧囧有神的海贼团！

2009-07-24T19:11:00.008+08:00

囧囧的One Piece~!

囧 pronounced as "jiong"; meaning embarrassed...

？？？

Home Sweet Home!

2009-07-14T19:23:00.000+08:00

Yes, everything is nice....
The best will be HOME~
Now i'm experiencing the best thing in the world... HOME~

See ya~

BREAK　ＦＲＥＥ！！！

2009-07-11T12:27:00.003+08:00

ＦＩＮＡＬＬＹ！！
ＢＲＥＡＫFREE!!!
And now, it is summer holiday!!!

Examination approximately over...

2009-07-11T00:49:00.003+08:00

Exam approximately over... Still got one more exam paper to go... And that is, surprisingly Malaysian Studies!
It is a totally PITA (pain in the ass)...
Get over it though... I've gotta face this PITA anyway...
I'm free after this PITA! I'll be back!
I miss home....

I really hope that i can pass this PITA... Hahax...
Wanna find some part time job when i get back home... Hope to learn driving too... hope....
Aiming for Dell Studio 15... Though it's over my dad's budget... That's why i hope that i could find a part time job to learn some working experience and earn some money for the laptop computer that i'm aiming for...

Wish me LUCK~ I need it... hahax
Well, just hope that everything goes in God's plan...
May the Lord be with You...

Test is coming~

2009-06-29T16:46:00.003+08:00

Recently i'm working on my assignments and portfolio... To be honest, they're more or less unnecessary. (i guess)
However, everything comes with their own reason... just that we could not see it right now, but sooner or later, we'll realize that each of these little little things that we do, they are essential...

As we are still struggling for assignments, others are already studying for next week's test which will set us off for holiday! yay!

Meanwhile, we are also being asked to do presentation history (Malaysian Studies). This could also be said as one of the unnecessary subject. Sigh, but my English lecturer told me that we might not feel anything about this subject right now; (in fact, i just think it is a pain in the ass...) however, you will need them in the future because politics very much affect ones life, even economically...

That actually made sense. In the future, we would have to follow and get to know the government's plan to keep track in our lives.

Furthermore, we're also being assign to do some database using Microsoft Access for Information Technology and Design subject... I think that this database thingy is kinda hard at the first place. But it would be easy if we could figure the queries out correctly...
This is a pair project, i should start as soon as possible as the due date is at 9th July...

Some seniors said, "Foundation year should not be hard."
Even so, we would have to be hardworking as well.. If we splat when encountering easy task, then we would be smashed when we face difficult problems...

I really hope that i would be able to be independent. Sometimes, i just couldn't make my own decision, keep on hesitating...
I know my parents work very hard for me, sometimes decision regarding to "mani" is really hard for me... everytime when it comes to that, i would think that, "my father works very hard for us... my father works very hard for us..."

I should not make them down... Even so, i'm weak in a lot of aspects. So i would have to work hard, at the same time, pray hard...
I shall not let down my faith... For He is the truth. He is why i'm here, breathing on this sinful earth.

父亲节快乐

2009-06-21T07:30:00.002+08:00

父亲节是为了纪念父亲施与我们的爱和其他的一切。。。但是，我们得时时刻刻都尊重他，听他的话，并且孝顺以及报答他。。。
我们要往往记得，没有他的爱，就没有现在的我们。。。

父亲，确实是上帝赐给我们的恩赐。拥有父亲的我们，就应该感到万幸！做人应该要懂得感恩。。。
我的父亲也是因他的无限的爱来教导我，告诉我什么东西做不得，什么东西可以做。。。
人在最失望最绝望的时候，家人，尤其是父母亲往往会关心你，照顾你，安慰你。。
让你在看不见光芒的时候，他们给你一盏油灯，推动你，鼓励你不让你轻易得倒下。。。

不管在你心目中他们给你的有多少，一定要记得，多少不代表他们忽略你，无视你；而是因为他们知道什么最适合你，因为他们有经验，不想亲眼目睹他们不想看见的东西发生啊！

从小都在一直关心照顾我们，不在我们身旁的时候也是有小小的印象在他脑海中徘徊。。。担心着我们。。。
还有什么能比父爱更美？？

你看看？作老爸的，伟大呗！

“儿子呀~ 你的路还漫长的呢~”

父亲不但会教导我们，他还会和我们一起开开心心的度过时间。。。让我们过个有颜色，多样化的生活。。。老爸~“老爸，我可爱叻~”

有时候，做父亲的得以身作则。。。做个好榜样~ 所以我非常了解，我老爸是一个最好的榜样！

“老爸，这样对吗？”

当然，不管情况多糟，老爸他还是依然会爱着我们，疼爱我们，就怕我们受伤了~
我的宝贝...

有了爸爸，才会有幸福的家庭。。。

老爸，
在风风雨雨保护我，
在暴雪里为我送碳，
在成功时与我欢喜，
在失落时慰我开心。

爸，你是那么的关怀，胸膛是那么的广阔（还可以“划船”），头脑是那么的有智慧，人生是那么的充实；我的人生，是因你而起、是因你而精彩... 都是泥，老爸...
你的一切无论如何都会铭记在我心中...

再次也祝全球的父亲们：爸爸节快乐！！！

Father's Day Special!!!

2009-06-20T20:28:00.003+08:00

Is this a father edited video of his own daughter?
ahax... perhaps~

Father's Day Countdown...

2009-06-13T10:51:00.001+08:00

8 Days to Father's Day~

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-12T14:46:00.011+08:00

"Listen to your father, who gave you life, and do not despise your mother when she is old." Proverbs 23:22

Happy Father's Day...

He is the one who work hard everyday to support us...
The one who carries all the income and budget...
The one who scold us when we are wrong...
The one who give us mental incentives...
Without him, i'm nothing...
He is, no doubt, my father...

The picture clearly states that my Father is the greatest gift from God.
Love your father, as your father loves you... Be obedient, as you are their first priority...
Remember, everything that happen has its reason, for God has all the plans set before the world began...
"He will turn the hearts of the fathers to their children, and the hearts of the children to their fathers; or else I will come and strike the land with a curse." Malachi 4:6

"Be kind to thy father, for when thou wert young, who loved thee so fondly as he?"-- Margaret Courtney

"The father who does not teach his son his duties is equally guilty with the son who neglects them."
-- Confucius

This is an important relationship between father and son... The unbreakable bond established centuries ago that both father and son need each other...
Son need father to grow, father need son to take care of them when they are old...
However, it is as quoted by Johann Schiller that father-son relationship does not rely on the blood-relationship, "It is not flesh and blood but the heart which makes us fathers and sons."

As a children, we have to be kind...
"A wise son maketh a glad father..." Proverbs 10:1

This is simply because our parents, father loves us, they are eager to spend their time and everything on us... just like He who loves us so much and are willing to send his son, Jesus Christ in our form of flesh and blood to the earth for our sins...
How great is the love of our Father? The Great and Almighty God.

How much love did our father pour onto us...
"As a father has compassion on his children, so the LORD has compassion on those who fear him" Psalms 103:13

"The father of a righteous man has great joy; he who has a wise son delights in him." Proverbs 23:24

Did we delight our father? If not, start from this very second, be a wise son, treat him good before you regret... As the price of sin is the death of our body... but with the Christ's help, our soul will be reborn...

I have to THANK YOU DAD!!
Once again... 父亲节快乐！！

因为有你，才有了我。

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‘要快高长大哦~’

爸，我爱你也谢谢你。。。

Catch the funny moment!!

2009-06-10T15:20:00.006+08:00

Creative and funny pictures for all to enjoy~
For more pictures: funnypicturejokes.blogspot.com

端午节快乐！

2009-05-28T17:42:00.002+08:00

最近这几天都没有想要更新我的部落格。明天又要考试了，感觉上还没有什么准备好呢~
哎，不知道该如何是好。。。

今天乃是端午节，粽子是非常重要的。为了纪念一个人。。。
说到粽子，还真让我想起在家那香喷喷亲手被我母亲包扎的粽子。吃了隔天可以有智慧有精神考试~
但愿我会写下好成绩吧。。不好辜负大家对咱的期望。

好吧，今日就到此为止。
祝大家端午节快乐！多多“包粽”。。。

Tell me WHY?

2009-05-17T13:00:00.002+08:00

Tell me WHY?
Does it have to be like this?

A cool boy singing so emotionally...

A fun video for all to share~

2009-05-15T13:17:00.006+08:00

True or not, i have no idea...
But these driving skills are exaggerating...

Have fun...

Funny but most of the drivers shown in this video is stupid...

母亲节快乐！

2009-05-10T12:31:00.007+08:00

母亲。。。
不仅爱护他的家，还营造令人舒适的家庭气氛，
使我们在其中感受到安全、被接纳、被了解。。。
妈妈中在那里倾听孩子的诉说，说些安慰的话，给他们温暖的拥抱，
在他们发烧的小额头上轻轻地摸一摸。
这样的母亲应当日日得到尊荣，我们也该表现对他的尊敬，体贴和爱的行动上。。。
妈妈，我爱你。。。

*LANGUAGE*	*WORD*
Chinese	母亲
English	Mother
Japanese	お母さん
Korean	어머니
Arabic	أم (Um)
Dutch	moeder
French	mère
Spanish	madre
German	mutter
Greek	μητέρα
Portugese	mãe
Romanian	mamă
Russian	мать
Hindi	माता
Filipino	ina
Hungarian	anya
Malaysian/Indonesian	ibu

These are the ways how do different country call their mother...

"Honor your father and mother (remember this is a commandment of the Lord your God); if you do so, you shall have a long, prosperous life in the land he is giving you." DEUTERONOMY 5:16

Do you honor your parents? Father and Mother?
Start from this very moment! They are the one who loves you most other than God!
Love your parents. Respect them...
"It is not the magnitude of our actions, but the amount of love that is put into them..."
Do not underestimate the little things that you do... something small might be big too...
Do not hesitate on respecting others including your parents because little things like this will affect you a lot without you yourself noticing it...

“She is a woman of strength and dignity and has no fear of old age. When she speaks, her words are wise, and kindness is the rule of everything she says. She watches carefully all that goes on throughout her household and is never lazy. Her children stand and bless her; so does her husband. He praises her with these words: 'There are many fine women in the world, but you are the best of them
all!' ” PROVERBS 31: 25-29

神赐下的无价又珍贵的礼物。超乎万物；
此宝即为我最上敬的母亲。

mother....

2009-05-07T12:36:00.008+08:00

There is a chinese song singing that, "only mother is good in this world" because mother plays a very important role in growing up everyone.
I am very grateful to have such a mother in my family. I have to tell her, "Mom, thank you."

There is one thing that will always be the same and you can never change, that is choosing your family, including your parents. These things are all being fixed by God Almighty as they are all in his plan before you were even born!! Remember that, only God Almighty knows you the best! Not even you yourself! He can even count the hairs on your very head!
"You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother's womb." Psalm 139:13

Recently i was busy doing lab report and homework, tonnes of them are waiting to crush me (to be sarcastic)... please don't procrastinate or you will die so badly with your homework and assignments.
We've got to do 2 lab reports within a week, algebraic problems, history project (stupid LAN subject), IT&Design homework, and even English!
Yea, no matter what, we should not underestimate those subjects.

For muslim, they support mother nature. I have a friend who told me that: obviously allah is at the top most position in their mind, followed by mother, instead of father.
To them, if you make your mother cry for you, even a single tear drop from her eye will be unbearable for them...
Respect your mother whenever you can... we exist because of her, we were educated because of her, we smile because of her, we cry because of her, we live because of her...

oh, mother, how can we repay those you had done for us... we are in debt with you, the amount of time you spent with us is uncountable, the love that gudged out from the bottom of your heart is infinite...
Mother, you are an indescribably good to us, everything you do is for us, everytime you think for us, not even a second that you can stop thinking about us, so do we cannot stop thinking about you, my mother...
Noone would ever care for you like your mother does...
She cares for us and gives us all sorts of advices and reminders but we thank her by claiming that she is an annoying person who kept nagging on us...
Mother, how should i ever repay you...I grow because you are with me...

She knows every inch of your growth...
She knows you've gotten fat, she knows that you've gotten taller... because she loves you...
Mother always think about us, do we think about them always?

My mother,
you are like an apple tree,
we are your apple,
you grow us,
we ripen in your branches,
we are the red apples that resembles you...

My mother,
without you, we are none,
we wander in the darkness,
lost from the light,
rotting like leaves on the ground...

My mother,
with you, we soar,
we touch the sky,
we're fearless,
we bloom as a magnificent flower...

My mother, forever you will be in my heart...
Yesterday, today and tomorrow...
My mother, you are my life...
you shall be respected forever and ever...
My mother, forever you will support us,
that is the greatest insentive to us...

My mother, we shall be your greatest investment...
"Being a fulltime mother is one of the highest salaried jobs..."
My mother,
I LOVE YOU....

"Mother,
May you always be healthy and strong,
spiritually, mentally and physically,
may the grace appear on you...
God Bless You...
In Jesus name. Amen."

"Honor your father and mother. Then you will live a long, full life in the land the LORD your God will give you." Exodus 20:12

Mother's day is coming, always respect your parents whenever they are still with you.
Love your parents and believe in them.
Honor them and you shall be blessed.
I hereby hope that everyone of us will remember what our parents have done for us...
Happy Mothers' Day to all~

Beware of spam touting Windows updates

2009-04-27T17:51:00.002+08:00

WINDOWS PC owners are advised to trash any e-mail messages claiming to provide a fix for flaws in Service Packs 1 and 2.
The messages are actually from hackers trying to lure unsuspecting users into following the download link.

Instead of fixing the ostensible flaw, the program on the other side installs malware onto the user's computer.

Trend Micro, a security solutions provider, is sounding the alarm on this practice.

Spam e-mail messages claiming to provide important updates for Windows users are unfortunately nothing new, says Microsoft spokesman Thomas Baumgaertner.

He warns users to install only security updates delivered directly from Microsoft itself.

The company releases security updates online every other Tuesday at update.microsoft.com, and in the event of an emergency.

"We never send software by mail," Baumgaertner says.

That means that any e-mail claiming to have an update as an attachment is a fake, no matter how persuasive it seems.

"We would never do any more than send a link that leads to our site," he says.

The safest bet is to set the computer to install the updates automatically, the Microsoft spokesman notes.

To check if the function is already on the computer, open the Windows Update function in the control panel. - Star, 22 April 2009

Gambarimasu!

2009-04-25T16:53:00.002+08:00

Life is not easy but nothing is impossible...
I believe that i'll do good in the future...
Really hope so, therefore, i'll try my best to be me,
to do good in every aspects.
Eventhough nobody is perfect, we'll still have to pursue for perfection.
No excuse for things that you don't like but accept it.
Talk less, do more as actions speak louder than words.

Thank you for being so well with me my friends...
And i want to thank you my parents for being so supportive and good to me as i'm still growing to be a better man... I'll not let you guys down...
Believe me! I shouldn't say "believe" as the word hides a LIE in it... beLIEve...
So, trust me...
I also want to thank God every single day for making me breath his creation, air... In other words, thanking for giving me life... Thank you for blessing me with strength and health as i need to use them to go on my path...
I hope no matter what happens, i'll never give up.

now

2009-04-06T21:10:00.006+08:00

This morning i went to school to attend their assembly. Still the same actually, students are still kinda naughty (i miss the good old days)... Everything feels the same except the principal...
I don't know, i just feel kinda awkard when she comes in and shake hand with us cuz we were never under her before, so i'm not used to it... I rather wanna see Mr. Wong's big smile than Robinette's super "european-slanged" english...
I don't really feel Columban when i get in there... But anyway, to me, she's really a good principal. I can see she puts a lot of effort in it, she's really focusing on being a good principal... I can feel that St Co is going to improve.. Hmph~ Go! Go! ST.CO! i perhaps... hahax

They were distributing insentives to the "high achievers" for both PMR and SPM holders for 2008... So i'm glad that i'm one of them. For the first time ever, i was published in newspaper for my results (though its not really satisfying actually, sigh~), and for the first time ever, i got any insentives from school because of my result. I've done bad in both UPSR and PMR i supposed, but somehow i was lucky to get into one of them who achieved 8As and above. I was lucky because for our year, plenty of them didn't score well, my school only has one straight A1s! That's why, i don't feel very happy about it. If i were to be in SMK Chung Hua, i can't even see my face in the newspaper page! The gap between the academics of our school and Chung Hua is huge i supposed... They are clever people. Well, different people have different lives, though it seems like an excuse to escape that i wasn't hardworking enough.

Anyway, i just hope that i will strive and be more hardworking in the future. We cannot change history but we can prevent the repetition of dark history... I don't want myself to get anymore bad results, therefore from this very now onwards, i have to work hard...
It's easy to be said than done. blablabla... Nah~ just leave me alone....

Well, i've found that my blog is kinda boring... still got long way to go...
But i wanna put some nice pictures for you guys instead of just boring article that kept on repeating...
To be honest, i don't really wanna put in too much effort in blogging cuz it takes a lot of time if you wanna make it good. Generally, if you wanna do good, you'll have to concentrate, focus, put yourself into it, then you'll generate something good. You must have a blazing desire you find out and improve on your mistakes, the determination that kept you on the track... This is the values that one must have in order to succeed in life.
Some people might find that blogging is their life, so they put their time and energy on it, some might feel that music is their life, some might think art is their life, this and that and etc.. One must find their own path, a way that you can walk yourself into brightness so that one day you can sit on a chair, speaking about your passed to those who are curious about your succession...
All the best my friends. We must be a successful person in the future! Therefore, everything starts NOW!

Pictures that i meant...

2009-04-02T13:05:00.007+08:00

Sorry for posting this late, cuz you know, when you stay at home, you'll feel like~ bored... give all sorts of excuse to keep you from doing it... Well, that's me for this few weeks... Just wanna enjoy myself... xD
Being lazy is a threat... One kind of virus which everyone can be affected easily. Every second anyone will be possessed by this fatal virus... kinda scary hahax~
Well, then.. just let me upload this photos, excuse me for not labelling these photos...
Perhaps, it's kinda obvious that these photos were taken on the path from Sibu to Miri.
Please be noted that these photos aren't arranged chronologically(from daytime to sunset..), please forgive me.
However, please do enjoy these photos. Maybe in your perspective, these photos might be normal to you guys, but they are something that i want to treasure. Some of you might think like, "Nah, these kinda of photo also think that they are pretty 'meh'~?"
My friend, little things you forsaken might be a deep memory to you, by after some time when you realised it, it might be too late. So why hesitate? Treasure every moment every second that you're living. Being simply alive is a blessing from God, so we have to be grateful!

I really like the sky and clouds... I like sunrise and sunset, but i don't really know about night time, because i know the stars are beautiful but i don't know about constellation, i wonder how do they judge them since we can just link everything... o.O I sound like a fool... i know~

I think that's all... Lazy wanna think about whether i missed out or not... Well, all the best~

And byebye...

Released from stupid troubles~

2009-03-30T18:57:00.007+08:00

Recently i did not online because of stupid internet...
Stupid TM's port over somewhere got problem making my internet connection failed... For freaking one week i wasn't able to use internet...
By the mean time, my computer just freaking got corrupted don't know why...
Cannot boot even... For that week, i had reformatted this hard disc for 5 times... xD
At last, i can still blog using it, don't know when will it be crazy and go corrupted again... damn stupid computer...
Last week, i was kinda helping my relative on "running" his new IT and computer shop, called Stratos Enterprise. The shop is located at the road which is leading to East Wood, anybody interested can drop by to see computer parts such as RAMs, GPU (Graphic Card), power supply, cases, mouse, keyboard, CPU, cooler and more. Prices over there are reasonably good, so why hesitate? Go over there and check whatever you need to upgrade for your computer. If your computer needs to be fixed, send it over there.

After reformatting my computer today, few hours later, the CPU fan got crazy again!!
What is wrong with this computer!!? Don't care about it now... Cuz this computer is quite old, its growing moustache!! xD

Last Saturday(which was the Earth Hour day), me and my parents went back to Sibu together with my uncle (dad's elder brother) and aunt (uncle's wife obviously..) for "Qing Ming". We started in the morning. It was seriously a long journey. I was at the back seat, and the road is kinda bumpy... I felt kinda sick sitting like that~ I hate it... What to do? Hahax, "Qing Ming" is very important because we as the second generation or third generation would have to respect them right? Without them, where are we?
We arrived in Sibu in the afternoon, approximately 2pm. And we went to my dad's elder sister (GuGu)'s house. Getting the lugages settled and we got ourselves some rest. We went to Sibu's Parkson after that because we wanted to go Pizza Hut... xD

To kill sometime, we did our window shopping... The pizza was nice and delicious, but we have to buy some flowers and the "money"(you know what i mean) for them... Going around, bla..bla...bla....

8.30pm to 9.30pm, we were in my GuGu's house. Earth hour? They don't support... I've got no choice cuz it's not my house, i have no authority... hahax~ My sister was home alone, i don't think that she switched off the lights... haha~

Here comes the real session that we youngsters have to learn... We have to know our chinese tradition and never let it fade away like nothing...

Sunday morning, we went to Bintangor, the place where my grandparents were being buried.

My uncle (dad's another elder brother) who came down from Kuching were there when we arrived. Cuz they planned to go for it on that day...

Going to the grave, first step we just have to clean the grave, it was kinda clean already cuz my relative went there earlier than us and the grave is tiled so it looks kinda clean.

Then, you'll have to light up two red candles beside the grave and burn some "money" if not mistaken as an offering to the Land God (Tu Di Gong).

After that, you'll start burning the "form" that says who and who offer this to their parents and lalala.... That will be the first paper to be burnt, followed by the "money" and all other little little stuffs...
Then we knelt down and started to pray for them...
End of the session~
We did it this way, but i don't know others do the same or not... I think it should be the same e~ xD

That Sunday afternoon, when we were travelling back from Sibu to Miri, we saw a terrible accident... Accident between a truck and a Proton Saga. I was on the newspaper this morning. The Proton Saga was crushed like hamburger... This shows that there is no guarantee buying a proton... They suck.
That moment when my car passed by, i just woke up from my dream, picking up my spectacles to see what happened. There was a jam and everyone was babbling about the accident before we saw anything, so i too, thought that it was an accident. Then when we saw the crushed white Proton Saga in front of the truck, we confirmed that it's an accident (obviously, =.=)
The children from hind seats were taken out and laid beside the car. First i saw the kids being laid down on the grassy area beside the road, they were bleeding and unconcious. The terrifying thing was i saw their mother at the passenger seat being squeezed! Oh crap!
I regretted that i picked up my glasses to see, the victim's face was facing towards the road, means the whole horrified face was exposed! Her eyes were white, turning up and with her mouth shaped-"O". Blood flown out from her mouth were dried when we passed by, she was seriously injured. From her face, she really was scared... Pityful...
If i had not mistaken, they were taking their children to school... See? How much our parents love us, they expect the best from us... So be grateful my friend...
Those children are innocent, they became orphans instantly... Sometimes these thing is undescribable... Sigh... May your soul be with the Lord... Rest in peace.

Passing by the horrible scene really chilled us out... Silence filled the car for few minutes before a new topic was brought up... Seriously, i've not seen any accident "live" before... Poor family... Pityful...
We headed straight to Miri after that. We were kinda afraid and tried to be more careful after seeing that accident however, there was still an Unser overtaking everyone as if the road is his! Beeping straight until he finished overtaking the cars in front of him... Crazy guy... I think his lost his sanity... Insane guy~
We started our journey in around 2pm, and thankx to the accident, we got a little bit aware... So we drove safely and quite 'slow'ly... Before we reach Miri, we witnessed the great sundown and skies... I took the picture down when i was in the car before i start to feel dizzy and sick again... xD
I don't really know since when did i start to like about the skies... I like skies and clouds, they just sooths my mind down... how wonderful is the Lord's creation... Praise the Lord!
We reached home at night... That's all! Nothing else... i bet this story is really boring... I'm really tired typing this lame post....
Anyway, i'm going to upload the photos that i took in the third row of my car... The effect might not be very good but i just want to make it a memory for me... The day that i witness a terrible accident... I didn't take any picture of accident cuz i don't feel like doing it..So don't expect... If you guys were me, would you like to take a picture of how people die in a crash? NO!

Sorry guys, i did no checking for this post... xD
Forgive me for spelling and grammar mistakes... Simply an excuse~ :P

Growing up~

2009-03-15T11:10:00.006+08:00

I'm sorry that i was too emotional on that previous post...
Being frustrated over a rejection is just simply naive... Have to grow up as what my dad has told me... Be mature because you'll face a lot more rejection (which everyone doesn't want) in the future and you will have to endure them...
These kind of things are just simply normal in this world because nobody is perfect... and don't tell me that you've never reject someone, don't tell me that you want to know every single person in this world... i don't think so~
It is normal that you reject some of them and some of them reject you, it's a cycle, right?
So, being so emotional over this little matter had just "down-graded" myself.
It is not worthy to become a beast over a monster, right?
It's not worthy become a criminal, a murderer over a thief, right?
Why do you want to be polluted and contaminated by these evil thoughts?
Don't judge a book by it's cover, but have you read the book?
Don't just simply made a conclusion without doing a research...

Treat it as a fate, being rejected by her doesn't mean that she's a bad girl, because you never know, maybe you ever rejected others...
To me, i figured it out and i consider a rejection is a natural phenomenon for everyone has their own thinking and perspective...
I'm on the pathway to a grown up, therefore i have to learn how to let go of something that will block me from growing...
If a mango tree is being blocked bushes, throw away those bushes so that they can grow.
If a road is being blocked by a rock, move it away so the car can go.

As simple as that. I was really over-reacted. That time i couldn't take it, i wasn't generous enough, not generous enough to give away those evil thoughts... I was being controlled, possessed, but now, i've learnt to see old things in new way...
So my friend, rejection is not the end of the world, it is just the beginning to the society. Face it like a man, do not be beaten by this little matter. Be strong!
If you don't like Toyota, you can chose to have Honda; if you don't like Mercedes, you can chose to have BMW. Life is full of options and choices, why are you so desperate over one?
We have the rights to choose, everyone has the right to choose...
Taking a simple rejection so seriously just make you difficult in the future.
I am lucky that my father reads my blog and know what happens to me...
Praise the Lord that i have a father that is good in technologies... He updates himself regularly, therefore, for us, the young ones... we should know more than them for the future world is in our hands!

YOUNG MAN! STAND UP AND SOAR!! BE STRONG AND NEVER FALL!!!
An for the time being, I shall be Legend...
For I.. Am LEGEND~

An expression of mine when i was inside the camp

2009-03-13T16:14:00.004+08:00

This is only my expression and my feeling that i had written when i was in National Service camp...
This is what i felt and what happened inside the camp~
Nothing much because we didn't get along, we still don't even know each other... which means i am very weak in knowing others...
Please don't question anything about this, but this passage is only for sharing~

" How can i talk to you like a normal friend?
Everytime i feel like i want to take a glance at your face, I was embarrassed...
Standing in front of you face to face was like burning my little blood pumper- my heart...
My mind was thinking about the words that were supposed to be given out, but my mouth was glued. My voice was muted. Those lyrics on my mind were being drained away by a strong current... I was stunned. Standing like a bamboo without any movement. Later, my legs were geared automatically. I walked away, looking at my feet, wanting to take over the control room to stop myself down. They were unstoppable. Why? I was shy... Am i?
A friend of mine was standing beside, laughing at the useless me...

I thought of... but i overheard that i was being said to be an annoying person. I was puzzled. I was lost. I kept on recall things that i did to make myself being judged as annoying... My heart was like sitting in a room of darkness, with the freezing wind breezing at me, slowly...
I was shivering hard, shrinking as if i were about to die frozen. I was iced. Changing my mind, i tried to think positively. Bringing out the blazing energy within me, melting the ice that had paralyzed me for a long time which kept me from my daily activities.
Cool water droplets were dripping down consistantly, freeing my body parts. I was able to move.

But what should i do? What could i do?

I just wanted to be a normal friend. But how? How can i just sit there, looking at your elegant smile, doing nothing.
I felt indescribably when i saw the tremendous smile, it was shaking my planet... My eyes were caught by the long, silky black hair of yours which splits into two like a river flowing downwards from your forehead... The turning of your head flings your pony tail gently and perfectly as if you were going to give of the scent from your planet from far...
My little blood pumper was active, working over hardworking that i can't even stop it! Until then, my legs were being refrigerator...
My eyes were swinging like a pendulum- left to right, right to left- i wanted to look at you, but i just can't, wanted to talk to you, my throat was giving me a grunt, wanted to approach you, but my body was hooked onto the bench, sweating like i were sitting under the blazing sun...
How? Any first step?

Were there any presence of "ROUND SHIT"? No, i don't think so~

Why do i have to have this feeling when my eyes first struck you?
I wanted to talk to you... I felt like I were lying down on the floor, like a defeated warrior, thinking of lifting up my arm, but i can hardly move my muscles. My cells were dead. My powers was flat... I was 'low-batt'...

Whenever there is an event, my eyes always scan through the place like a CCTV, sweeping the whole room, just want to locate your position, for you didn't install "GPS" of mine... scanning the room... scanning~
Once i had my target locked on, my mind kept on telling me to look at you, to record the every movements of yours... But a look wasn't enough. The desperation was pulling my head towards the certain location at the mean time~
Your beauty, shall i admire...
To know your name, it was my privilege... Praise the LORD!
To meet you, was His plan... Amen!
But to know you, it is my hard work, my initiative is needed to take the first step of knowing you more...

Not much expectation,
lets just be normal friends.
So we will not feel embarrassing...

I have to admit that,
you are gorgeous, slim, pretty and with a mature look...
However, the way you speak is totally different from your look...
Your body is weak... mild training makes you sick...
You should have look after yourself more than anything...
Anyway, meeting you in national service camp, i've considered myself LUCKY~

Because you are a Legacy
as cool as a Viper
as elegant as a Falcon "

Of all that i've felt, i have to conclude with this-
I just felt like you are not the one...
For you are not a Christian, and you had treated me as cold as treating a rock...
Therefore, i shall not be sad over you, for you are not the one in His plan!

Home Sweet Home

2009-03-12T17:48:00.004+08:00

Yeah, so much for the National Service thingy, finally i'm now at home typing this post and i don't have to think that i've got to go back in there again... :P
It was really touching on yesterday morning as my West Malaysia friends were watching at us going up the bus... Everyone was like holding their tears, including me... Some of them even wet their eyes with it... I felt like crying but i didn't cuz i bet with my Character Building teacher...
Remember that i never wanted to go into Character Building class and i nearly got a penalty over that~ the teacher told me," You say NS is very boring but after these 3 months, i'm sure you'll cry..." Therefore, i forced myself not to cry... xD

Kinda funny though~ Well, seriously i can't say the camp was fun but it wasn't very torturing though it was boring~ what am i talking about... haha
I meant, shooting using M16A1 was really a fresh experience for me because it was my very first time to touch a REAL rifle and shoot using REAL bullets! That was seriously fun! No joke! This is what NS is for man! Am i right? They are supposed to train us more on physical but not mental; however it was another round~ Damn stupid... Government waste these money for no good...
For my camp, PLKN Kem Miri Kumpulan 1 Siri 6/2009, the sharpest shooter got 80 marks but i heard my friend said in W. Malaysia Millienium camp, the sharpest shooter score more than 90... kinda envy because the short-sighted guy like me only scored 34... i can say, i suck... sigh
To give a support for my failure, i should say, "This is my first time ma~ it's not like we are trained to be shooter... we don't shoot every time leh~" hahax

I've got to say going to National Service was one of His plan.
Honestly, i was lazy to go to church since few years ago. However, He wanted me to go into NS and join the Church Fellowship with other brothers and sisters of Christ. Church Fellowship was on every weeks Thursday and Friday night, and that was the only time that i really enjoyed myself! Praise the Lord for that! I can say this Church Fellowship was a blessing... This is because this fellowship programme had brought me back to the Lord and had blessed me with a good habit...
I'll have to admit it- before this, i just give myself a standard that every night i'll just have to read a verse from the Holy Bible thinking that "as long as i read the Bible"... and reading a verse is seriously not enough, because YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT ARE YOU READING!!!
Bible goes like one chapter to another, so if you are reading one verse per day, you will not get the connection or relation between the verses... Therefore the best is you read the Bible during day time and everytime you read, the minimum is a chapter...
simply read it is not enough, you'll have to understand what does it says!!
My brothers and sisters of Christ, please take into consideration...

I'm kinda disappointed that i didn't really talk to the person that i really wanna meet, the person that i really wanna know... That is why i've written down all my feelings in a note book, and it will be posted into this blog soon~
All my thinkings were jotted there... So i'll not reveal anything~

So much for today's blog, i don't feel like typing cuz my eyes are kinda tired and i too, felt exhausted~

Today we, the Ex-Form5 students went to take our results from our school...
I was not that satisfied with my sucky result... Even though some of them might feel like it is already okay, but i felt like... KANASAI!!!!
To my uncle, my result is still not good... because i got Bs and A2s~
i felt like screaming and shouting and wanting to bang at the door... I kinda regretted that i didn't study well on Form 4...
To those Form 4 students this year, please be alert everytime in class and be attentive, listen to what your teacher teach you, do your homework and understand them so that when you enter Form5, you need not have to catch up a lot cuz your foundation is already perfect...
To those Form5 students who are not really stable on their Form4 homeworks, please stop feeding yourself with excessive entertainment, spend more time on your studies so that you'll not regret like me...
I only got 5A1s, 3A2s and 3B3s...
How did i get B3 for my moral eventhough i had more confidence for it compared to history... can't believe that stupid history that i hate got A2...
I felt deeply hurt when i saw my chinese got B3 eventhough i knew my chinese is not good... but seriously, i remembered i like the essays that i wrote... it was all because of my comprehension, i knew i had a lot of mistakes...
What the heck and how could my EST got &)(*&*&%(^%@#%!@#&*$%(#*&^(&^( A2? I've got nothing to say but to blame myself...
Why am i so careless, why am i so urgggh............... so frustrated and disappointed over myself~
sigh~
i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck...i suck... etc...

(Grammar and Vocab aren't checked... sorry for that cuz i don't feel like doing it now... very xian~)

Coming soon....

2009-03-08T12:27:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys~
I'll be back 3 days later....
Coming Soon~

新年快乐！！

2009-01-28T19:10:00.003+08:00

从国民服务回来放假真是开心得不得了因为在里面看见都是社会的丑态，看见他们对周围的了解...
他们有些就是没有什么脑，做出你不想看到的事情...
回家的时候才知道家里的温馨。在国民服务里，我认识了各种各样的人。有些是好人，有些一半半，有些让你觉得最好不要认识他... 就像老人家所说的，一种米，可以煮出各式各样的菜，相同的，咱们都是人，可是有不同的个性，不同的文化，不同的信仰... 这就是这个世界的色彩~
我认识了一个想要成为世界著名的钢琴家，的确他的钢琴非常厉害，我非常佩服他。
在里面有很多意想不到的事情，另外，我非常想认识一个人.. 但是，从中找不到自己真正的勇气，一个男子汉的勇气。这就是所谓的失败~
农历新年，当然拜年是应该的，我去了朋友家拜年，见识到那位钢琴家的厉害，拿了不少红包，吃了不少... 哈哈~ 我在想，为何我们农历新年要煮那些马来餐例如：咖哩，Rendang等。我们不是应该煮些于我们华人有关的菜肴吗？另外，去拜年，我吃的都是肉！！为什么一点菜都没有，因为到朋友家，你不可能会拒绝人家的好意，所以在怎么不想吃，都得吞下去！这是社会学问...
有时候，看到别人家桌上摆的都是这些油腻，火辣的食物时，我就会反胃，心里就会想：“要是有几样菜就好...” 但是，别人家，我们往往没有权利去向人家要求这，要求那个... 所以还是低调一点~
就应为这样，我早上起来的时候，喉咙就有点儿痛了~虽然在家我都是拿着一瓶水瓶，常常喝多水，但是我也不可能把我的水瓶带去别人家拜年~ 此外，油腻又热的食物加上糖分多的汽水让我喝去病来... 真是讨厌！
我多希望去拜年的时候，有一天摆在桌上的食物都是绿色的，都是一些新鲜健康的蔬菜。肉类让我吃累了，也对大便没有帮助，肉吃太多，我就肚子痛... 昨天，去一个朋友家拜年让我非常羞耻，因为我一到他的家，才握好手我就冲去厕所拉~~了~
有时候新年也是很累，拜年，吃喝都会让你受不了~
另外，在国民服务里，吃的东西也是不理想~ 他们虽然给我们免费的食物，但是他们总是给我们太多肉，不是鸡肉，就是牛，和鱼肉... 他们做得鱼都非常不理想，肉类们都不太新鲜，才给得太少，常常都是2肉1菜！！吃到我都不想吃了！有时候看到他们拿的食物，我自己未拿已经反胃了~
丫丫个呸！有一天在里面，我早上4点多被逼起来，要睡也睡不着因为肚子痛！！这几天来，我非常不满意我所吃进去的食物...
现在坐在电脑面前的我，有一点发烧。下午从Dato'刘绍慧家回来就直接睡到晚饭了，我要感谢我的父母非常关心我，给我药吃，现在我会比较好了。下午的时候，头就好像加重了,身体要动也有点儿难,手脚发冷，害得我在大白天还要在床上盖被！丫丫个呸！
好了，我也累了，不想再写了。
在这里，想要祝大家：
“新年快乐
万事如意
身体健康
财运亨通
心想事成”
最重要的，祝大家平平安安... 主与你们同在...
新年快乐~

I wish i can draw something creative like this...

2008-12-24T12:00:00.000+08:00

How i wish i can draw something as creative as these..

So cool~

If i were a professional artist, i might be able to do it...

A worst one ever!!!

2008-12-24T01:14:00.005+08:00

Shinigami Zoro

A Shinigami Zoro again... but this time, this one is the worst one..

You can see clearly that i totally suck on the background. i had no idea how to deal with the sky... haih~ have to practise more...

I'm seriously not satisfied with this picture...

ニック(NIK)

2008-12-22T16:57:00.002+08:00

ニック(NIK)

A character that i made, she's called NIK

Actually she's supposed to be in a manga that i wanna draw but too bad, no time is my excuse... xD

I need more practise, and hey, Happy Birthday Edric...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDRIC K.!!

2008-12-22T07:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

May the Lord Bless you in your life!

Need Practise!!

2008-12-22T02:58:00.003+08:00

Sandaime Hokage

A quick one...
I wanna draw one before sleep so this is the one...

I know i suck~ that's why i need more practise..!!

4 days to NS... (Excluding today, Monday)

Sigh~

Hardly can see our friends from now on...

2008-12-18T12:48:00.003+08:00

Hatake Kakashi

This is what i am doing recently... I'm an amatuer so it took some time for me to finish this cuz i only colour a little part once... xD

Well, that day on Tuesday, me and Louis, Matteus, Amanda had our dinner at Double Star. I really envy the "black hole" inside Boss cuz he wasn't enough even after a Chicken Curry and Rice then he had another Tom Yam again... Yet, he's still so skinny, i wonder where do all those things go~ After that, we all went to Secret Recipe to have some expensive desserts... Luxury leh~ got class... Then i realised Jacqueline T. was working there as a part time waitress. Cool, she is using her time wisely. Eventhough it might be busy, but they got the salary... Well, in the end, me and Matteus' cakes were free!! (Cuz they pay for us =.=)

It was a wonderful night. I'm sure that we'll miss each other. Mattues spend a lot of time doing his presentation and his Christmas presents for us. I'm so damn sorry for not doing anything for them... I wonder when will we meet again... Venezia cannot make it cuz her parents were in Kuching and her relative was there causing her being unable to come out.

Yesterday, i went to Kaya Toast after i was invited by Iqbal. Mee Ming, Doreen were there and later Hua Yuann came and joined us. Iqbal is surely proud of his new handphone of model W980i that his mother bought for him, of course we do what typical youngsters will do when they see new phones. We send songs, videos, images via bluetooth to each other and chatting blablabla... Hua Yuann then bought her Nasi Lemak Special which cost RM6.90 with a big drumstick. I wasn't eating when she was enjoying her Nasi Lemak Special and Doreen was enjoying her curry beside her. I too ordered the Nasi Lemak Special after i saw her big drumstick. It was the freaking drumstick which made me wanna eat that dish and in the end, my drumstick turned out to be smaller. WTF!! I'm so not gonna go there the second time. xD

Since Iqbal will be going to Lv Zhou Camp today, we went to Boulevard (Imperial) to buy some snacks with him. That was so boring.... boring... and boring... pffft~

We saw B. Yi Chia and H. Hui Ning working there. Really nice that they can do some part time job for extra money... They are sure hardworking people. Unlike me... Everyday computer at home~

Finally, we went to MCC Pelita. We contacted Vincent P. and he said he will bring along Zhan Yuan. In MCC, we tried a lot of games... Counter-Strike and others... Zhan Yuan was shocked when he saw me in MCC and i can't believe the first word came out from his mouth when he saw me was a foul word... so sad... T.T

He said, "Ei, J*B**.. Legend wei..."

"=.=" "

We played Counter-Strike at first. Five of us (Me, Vincent, Zhan Yuan, Iqbal and Mee Ming)...

Then Mee Ming quited and went to play DoTA. Seriously, i don't know how to play DoTA so we tried other games. We were not able to connect and play together at first. We tried several times but in the end, we all settle down for a nice horror game by VALVE called "Left 4 Dead".

I kinda like the game, cuz the graphic was nice, exciting game play... I left at 10pm with Iqbal.

The night in MCC cause RM4 from me. George L. and K. Tze Sheun left slighly earlier... (they came way earlier than us.. o.O)

I wonder when will we meet each other again. Everyone will be going to pursue their dreams... I hope one day if we meet each other, we can recognise each other... I'm gonna miss everyone.

Few days to National Service...

All the Best! God Bless You All!!

毛毛歌

2008-12-17T23:40:00.001+08:00

张帝在10.22在综艺大哥大所唱的一首有智慧的歌曲...
《毛毛歌》

This is what am i doing lately...

2008-12-16T13:27:00.001+08:00

Few days to NS camp... =.=

Naruto's Eyes

Kisame

I just colour these from the cropped manga pages... xD

A long holiday?

2008-12-14T19:07:00.003+08:00

I feel kinda boring everyday staying at home doing nothing.
I bet everyone is either playing games or watching movies or even going to vacation... Seldom of them will go and read some books for further knowledge... hahax~ who knows some will...

Well, everyday at home is just boring...
Eventhough we seems to have holiday now, but they somehow seems quite long when you are doing nothing and just spacing out... It'll just seem short when you think about you are going to enter National Service sooner or later... Darn, i feel like the holiday is not enough... but when i think of those who didn't got choose for National Service, kinda envy them cuz they got enought time to do some part time work and play as much as they can...

Watching movies, playing games somehow is quite fun when you put it in a way but its kinda torturing to the eyes actually... straining your eyes in front of these light emitting screen is just awful... If you play games excessively you will end up in headache and eyesore... Darn, i kinda having it now. I guess i have to stop~ hahax

Holiday should be relaxing, however i'm not very comfortable with it...
First of all, i've got nothing better to do at home, my PC is kinda spoilt... don't know why and i have no idea how to fix it... sigh
The second thing is even holiday, i also have pressure... You guys might think that HUH!? How come holiday you still have pressure?
You see... This holiday, i'm thinking about my results... Thinking that how awful will it turn out to be. I really do hope that it's okay. Then my parents kept on giving me pressure, telling me that i have to make up my mind where do i want to further my study. I'm not decisive enough, i procrastinate this issue until today and i still don't really sure about my decision.
If you want to go to this University, then you'll have to attend National Service, if you want to go to that College, you'll have to make sure that you'll get the 50% Scholarship every year so that your parents' burden will be minimised...
I have no confidence in going to that College and i haven't get any offer letter from that University yet... My father used to pressure me about his friends' son or daughter, they got scholarship and bla bla bla... That just make me feel guilty... Sigh~
I am really scared about this issue but this is what we have to go through... Seems easy but hard~ Hope you understand...
Everyone has their own route now, we can't see each other often. I'll miss my friends... Teachers... FuRainZ... everyone...

I think that's all for today. I really hope that i can come out with an answer that i'm really confirmed with...

Same thing goes for today... xD

2008-12-13T23:45:00.001+08:00

I guess i still suck in my drawing

2008-12-12T23:02:00.004+08:00

Sasuke

Nidaime Hokage

Hatake Kakashi

Just a random post wanting to share about my stupid drawings.

Using the program of "paint"... Sorry for being a noobie... xP

I too want some correction. Please kindly tell me my mistakes. Thankx

Sibu

2008-12-10T13:25:00.003+08:00

Yeah, i just had my birthday...
I can't believe that was the day that Pearl Habour was being bombed by those freaking Japanese~

We went to Sibu on 8th December. What a tiring ride to Sibu...
Lately, when me and my family was playing with my aunt in her house, my sister received a forwarded message from her friend
saying that...

Sports teacher of 70++ years old of RRSS passed away during the mountain climbing event

That was really shocking to everyone of us... May the spirit be with the Lord.
Sad eh...
My bro was saying, 'why do this kind of stuff happen to RRSS? Last year one, this year another one... is that a curse?" he sighed...
I was speechless.

Well, we cannot do anything over something that had passed. I just hope that their family get well soon and let the Lord handle the rest of it.

Work hard. Pray hard.
May the Lord Bless All of YOU!!
GOD BLESS!

A long night~

2008-11-30T00:15:00.003+08:00

Tonight, or should i say yesterday night, everyone was doing good... I too was singing as well, although it was tiring but i was entertained by me and my friends... Quite an enjoyable night however i went back quite late.
A mild bomb was dropped oer my head but i've learn something, we are teenagers of 17 or 16 years old, going out over 12 o'clock midnight is not a good habit, besides driving late night will counter mist problem so those youngsters who are driving out late night, be careful...

While i was walking on a pathway, so called, there were trees and bushes around me. I can hear crickets singing, the wind blowing my hair, so i wonder...
"How perfect and wonderful creation of God."
Yes! The creation of God is perfect and wonderful. God balanced the Earth so well that sometimes we just don't notice that. Let's make an example, plants breathe in Carbon Dioxide during daytime and give out Oxygen however they breathe in Oxygen and release Carbon Dioxide during night time...
God's creation is so wonderful that He create plants so that they can lower down the temperature during the daytime by releasing Oxygen while absorbing Carbon Dioxide and sunlight to carry out photosynthesis simultaneously.
At night, since the night will be cooler, to balance the temperature, Carbon Dioxide is being given out by plants when they take in Oxygen.
Isn't it amazing?
These amazing things sometimes people never thinks about it but they destroy the mother Earth which God had entrusted the duty of taking care of this planet to us, HUMANS~
Some people claimed that they are doing good things to the Earth but people see that they are just destroying It. Things just change when you stand on different ground looking at it. You can never see anything in 100% once. If you do not believe, you can try...
Without using any mirror, you put something that is of irregular shape on the table. Then you look at it closely and you will find out that every single angle that you look at it gives you different look of the same substance. Isn't it strange?
Anything will have an answer. Depends on how you see it, how you analyse it, how you interpret it... Everybody has their different point of view, some people agree with something but some people don't, some people think that it is right but some people don't. This is why sometimes noone's answer is correct.

When i was walking on that pathway thinking of these thing, i accidentally kicked a snail on the road without noticing as i was looking at the trees while walking. I was shocked when i felt something got kicked away from my right foot but luckily it didn't die.
I resumed on my topic that i was thinking but the next thing was-- i stepped on another snail. My reflex action took my foot away right after i felt something being crushed. I felt pity for the snail.
Similarly, some of you may think~ nah... it's just a snail!! But i think they are also a living things... See? Same thing goes again, different people got different point of view.
Some people felt pity for living things such as snail, fish, horses or every moving things that is slightly bigger but some doesn't feel anything at all. However, when they felt pity for those living things, why won't they feel pity for those flies and mosquitoes that was being squashed to death?Why won't they feel pity for killing plants and eating them? Isn't plant a living thing too?
Funny eh... Plant doesn't move so they are not considered as living things? This is why plants don't get the term of ANIMAL...
I could say ANIMAL means "any moving life"...

Things get repeated again, different people got their own perspective. The judge things differently.
To me, plants and animals are lives. We consume them because it is a natural food chain. The flow of nutrients from one to another. It is called the NATURE.
Maybe you all have your own thinking, your opinion... noone knows until you tell.

So much for this blog, i've been left behind from my drama so i'm gonna get it back. I will end here. My friends, don't forget to think. Spot the wonderful things around you, and share it to me because i too wanna enjoy my life knowing little little gorgeous things in the world.
Sometimes things might look small but it is BIG; sometimes things might look big but it is SMALL...
They all depend on how you think~

Have a nice day my friends. God Bless You All!!

大马教育文凭考试后的第二天...

2008-11-28T19:28:00.002+08:00

是的！一天就这样的过去了！你们像神仙般那么快乐却没有神仙们有的快乐的人都在做些什么呢？
我也是到目前为止还没有做到什么大事，在家无所事事，饿了找饼干吃，怒了就咬紧铁齿...
看电视动动手指，做也不想坐在椅子，至今没有动过书纸，边电脑边啃瓜子，慢慢的过日子...

好了，别说这些了... 来点别的~

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大家是否知道在这人间有分三段情：
1. 当你在这世上交到朋友时，那段感情就叫做友情
友情是朋友与朋友之间分享的感情，有些人利用真心来守着这份感情，
有人却用阴险的心来对待他们所谓的朋友。但是我始终相信善有善报，恶有恶报...
所以，大家千万要记得：害人之心不可有，防人之心不可无！！

2. 当一份友情更进一层，那份感情会很奇妙的突变成爱情
爱情是自从人类有文化开始都一直存在的一份感情，是一份人类活着一直都在距求得感情。
可说是人类或者的意义。对父母的爱，对其他人的爱都叫爱情。我们是否了解爱？
人类因为爱情而战争，因为爱情而和平。你说爱情是好是坏呢？
爱情是两者之间彼此相爱，彼此信任所产生的感情。爱情是纯洁的、
只是被人们邪恶的心给破坏了。现在的人间还有爱情吗？四处都是战争。
我们的世界和平吗？

3. 当那份洁净的爱情更进一层，它就会因两者而演变成亲情
亲情是两者之间的爱情被一个神圣的仪式拉近距离，两者的心之间的距离几乎被化为零。
这股无限大的力量就是婚姻。婚姻是改变一个人生的重要仪式，有些人忽略了它的重要
，选择删除两人之间日日夜夜所累积的爱情。愚蠢又自私的人只会在两者之间的胸口上
狠狠的画上一个抹不去的伤痕。两者碰面时，不但尴尬，胸口的伤会很痛烈的喷出血来。

从友情变爱情又在变成亲情都是每一个人都将会度过的人生关。所经历的痛苦都会被铭记在心中，就像皮肉里的刺一般，一想到它就会刺伤自己... 人，越想忘掉的东西就越忘不掉。为什么？
难道这是天然的心理学吗？是人类的自然反应吗？
我不知道...

身为一个大男人，拿得起也要放得下。
‘拿得起始一种勇气，放得下是一种肚量。’
有些人有万分的勇气把一样东西拿起，但却没有一丝放得下的肚量。这是人生中很致命的伤痛。
有些人则拥有无际又能够在肚子内划船的肚量，却没有男子汉所该有的勇气。一辈子都出不了头。

歌词写得好！
“永远等待那一日，我能够出头天
人生不怕风浪、只怕自己没志气！” 《出头天》五月天
我们年轻人是否不怕风浪？我们打从内心问自己我们是否有志气？
在这一个21世纪里，我们这一辈的年轻人将要面对的危机，风险都很大！
我们能否克服它？我们能否击败它？这些问题想了会可怕，但是我们不得不想。因为机会就在我们手中，它一来，紧握着别放手、失去了站起来勇于面对！

人生哪怕有风浪，就怕一个人没志气...

大家，加油吧！
去实现自己向来所追求的梦想吧！！
成功的关键就在于不要轻易的就放弃！！！
我也在此希望以后人们不会为了些事不择手段，做伤天害理的事... 有报应的...

我们能！！！！！！！！！！

出头天

2008-11-27T22:16:00.001+08:00

一首五月天的歌曲。虽然是闽南语，但是有字幕相信大家都会明白了。
这首歌想与大家分享因为太有意思了！！
听听看吧！

WE ARE FREE!! NO MORE SuPerMan!!

2008-11-27T19:32:00.003+08:00

Yes finally the SuPerMan is over for most of us (exclude Louis and Jacqueline)!!! xD
Now we are like ~~ nothing to do... ahax~

Quite happy though but i am more concern about my result... don't know what it will turn out to be~ hope it will not be too bad... o.O scary...
Tell you what, the first thing i came back home after the last paper (EST1), i was a plumber... =.=
cuz' my dad asked me to fix something in the bathtub for him... i used whole three hours just for that... seriously, i haven't take my shower till now yet... I SMELL.... xD

Kinda envy those who didn't got National Service but i still have to be lucky and grateful cuz i'm in Miri Camp... Some of my friends are doing their NS in Selangor... Feel pityful for them.. hahax~
ZY, VP got Selangor camp... kesian~

Not really in the mood of blogging now, cuz right now i still stink... i can smell the dirts on my body... (hyperball).... hahax

I got a letter from CT Academic saying that i got the 50% Scholarship for Tuart College. Cuz it's kinda expensive for me and my parents to pay so i gave it up... Expiry date is tomorrow. T.T
Why won't they give me more time to think about it...
I've made up my mind. I think i would just study few years here and then i go Australia. Actually it's okay for me to go there and do some part-time job to earn some money but the thing i'm worried about is whether am i able to get another scholarship after that... haiz~ hard ei~~

Sooner or later i'll be blogging more frequently cuz the LEGEND is back!!!
But i still want to say jiayou and good luck to those who haven't finish their test like Louis and Jacqueline... Hope they get a good results~ Sure straight As de!! Eh NO! STRAIGHT A1!!!

JIAYOU and GOOD LUCK to you all!! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!

Last 12++ days to SuPerMan

2008-10-27T18:10:00.003+08:00

Yeap... last few days to the freaking test~
I'm not going to say a lot of things because i've wasted too much time on useless stuff... fark on that!

I sort of come across a very beautiful quote and i like it very much because it's true...

"To LOVE is Nothing
To be LOVEd is Something
To LOVE and be LOVEd is Everything!!"

Cool ei? hahax~

Another one~

"Don't Marry a person you can live with...
but MARRY someone you cannot live WITHOUT!!"

Simple, but true and easy to understand...
Fellow youngsters, understand what's the meaning of the quotes?
hahax~

Well, life is full of mystery. You'll never know what will happen in the future...
You will never know what will you life be in the future...
But you are now in the present, in the center of the time frame...

PAST------------ PRESENT------- FUTURE

You can choose your future in this present point... you can change because your life is in your hand...
However, there is something that you cannot even think about...
The SHYTS~
Why the SHYTS?
So far, the "legendary professor" (=.=") has only found 2 SHYTS:
ROUND SHYTS and SKY SHYTS

ROUND SHYTS is what people say 'YUAN FEN" (缘分）
sometimes you cannot argue with something because it depends a lot on ROUND SHYTS~~

similarly,
SKY SHYTS is too another thing that you cannot argue with...
God give everyone different SKY SHYTS which people say "TIAN FEN" (天分）
Therefore, don't complain too much or feel envious about others' SKY SHYTS but
look for the SKY SHYTS you are given... you will find the way out!!

So much for the stupid explanation...
Tell you what, i got stomachache today and i don't really wanna elaborate anymore cuz i'm not supposed to switch on the PC at the first place and 10++ days to SuPerMan test...
So hope everyone will do well in the exam... (me myself too :) )
All the BEST!!
I might not have another new post until 27 November~ but please don't forget this URL because there is a lot more things that this "professor" wanna explore and share with you guys... hehe~

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE HAVING SPM!!!

SAFETY COMES FIRST FOR THOSE WHO FINISHED PMR AND UPSR!! MAKE SURE THAT YOU DON'T HURT YOURSELF!! Because we all still have a long way of journey to go~~

ALL THE BEST!!!
May the KING of KING, the LORD of LORD BLESS YOU ALL!!!

bye~

BOYS AND GIRLS... 30days to SPM~

2008-10-12T18:03:00.000+08:00

DARN!!! 30 days to SPM!!!
I'm not doing quite well... Exam phobia... Is it because of the lacking of practise, studying?
I really suck!!
My result suck!!

I got 40++ for my Sejarah~ I don't understand no matter how i study i just won't get an A for my sejarah... WTH!! Maybe i'm not very good in sejarah? or maybe i didn't pay much attention or maybe i didn't focus and concentrate on studying...

This few weeks is so hard for me...
and you know what?... the worst thing is our f**king SPM moral is the same day with the Additional Mathematics... WTF!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF !!!
Islam is on the other day... Can you imagine how unfair is that!? WTF WTF WTF !!!

Meanwhile, why is Sejarah same day with BM and English... WTF WTF WTF WTF !!!
The one who did the time table is not professional at all!!! Aiyo.. put yourself in other people's shoes la... Its not like i'm Manveer, Louis and they all, good brain, good results... haih~ so sad everytime i am to think of it...

FREAKING 30 DAYS ONLY!! WTF!!!

HELP me~~~ T.T
Meanwhile, i am busy applying for Universities that will accept this freaking lauzy result guy...
The thing is, why is everything so expensive nowadyas!? 13000++ for a year... Don't care is RM, USD or whatever, everything is so expensive... sigh~

If i would have to have some scholarships... how i wish i can get to good university...
Perhaps Nottingham KL maybe? expensive...
Whatelse... even Curtin Sarawak is expensive...
Wanna go overseas... i would say... DREAM~~~ dream~ dream~ dream~
Ok... Nitez.... i'm going to bed to dream about good and prestigous university that i will further my studies... yeah!! Nah~~ Joking.. hahax

ARGHHHHH>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.
Future.... important leh~ which university???
Local U needs STPM... but i don't wanna go for STPM...
For my case, Nottingham KL is kinda suitable... 4 years including foundation>> Bachelor in Engineering... how nice... (despite the 10000++ tuition fees... T.T)

MONEY MONEY MONEY~~~
Yea, that's what we all need nowadays..
Money... its a sign of wealth... At the same time, its also a factor of corruption...
Money... We need money... But money doesn't need us...
Money is not everything... but without it... you're NOTHING!!

So if you go to the reception counter,
"Can i enter this university?"
"NO MONEY NO TALK..."

hahax... if they do... just slap them in their face... hahahahahahax~ joking... =.="

gotta go... bye...
All the BEST!! 30 days!! gambatte!! JIAYOU!!
GOOD LUCK TO ALL SPM SITTERS (expecially ME...:) )
GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!

By the way, for those who is sitting for PMR...
JIAYOU!!!! Come and visit me... Guarantee Straight As... (without insurance...) hahax~ lame=.="

Drawing Useless Stuff Again~

2008-10-10T18:22:00.008+08:00

I don't think i'm very scared of SPM (well, i actually do... seriously...) I can't believe i still spending my time over these useless stuff... Drawing it and colouring it using noob colour pencils... hahax~ 30++ more days... T.T
can't even imagine how bad will i score in SPM~

This one is kinda fake Zoro... it's only a failure... can ignore it~

Obviously it's SANJI from One Piece~ Simple... hehe

Zoro again... no creativity at all!! Tsk tsk tsk...

Sakura: After all Sasuke-kun is still the coolest~
Naruto: Then, how about me...
Sakura: YOU'RE JUST A FOOL!!!
Naruto: sakura-chaaan~~~
Sasuke: A bunch of Konoha Idiots~

Naruto again... I realise i only know how to draw these characters... Lame...
Luffy: AOwesoume~~ Isn't it same like me~ same right~~

Naruto doesn't understand what's the book talking about at all...

Kinda combine the Shanks Pirate and Itachi... A hybrid piece~ That's what i always like to do...

Naruto Hokage
"Please eat it without worries, HOKAGE-SAMA"

NAMI from One Piece!!

Blood Shot Eyes~ Sasuke~

Naruto VS Sasuke... Kinda like this one... hahax~

残酷の侍
The cruel samurai...
Kinda made this character out... right-armless... hahax~
He's a bad guy... =.="

Oh, i like this one! Kinda resembles a real Chinese...
A good Chinese swordsman... hahax~

Lastly, the Bananaman says that:
"We're the same just that i don't really know how to read that's all... Why do you have to look at me like that..."
hahax~
香蕉人与龙的传人

Well, same goes to me... I would like to improve on my drawing skills too... Some comments or critics so that i will know my mistake and try to correct it...

31 days... T.T
better not waste too much time on this first... argh!!!
Seriously, I've got a lot of temptation that takes my time away silently...
1. TV (cuz PC is locked by password...)
2. Guitar
3. Piano
4. Drawing

what else... sigh~ SPM...

SPM
coming soon
in the summer end 2008
(do we have summer?
yes we do... throughout the year...
so when is the end leh?
don't know...
you want it when jiu when lo...
=.="
can i not sit for the test?
no... must sit for it at the end of this summer...
=.=")

We Are!

2008-10-05T19:50:00.001+08:00

Live WE ARE!
The Opening Song for One Piece animation... hahax~
kinda like it eventhough a lot of people dislike it... hahax

さよなら大好きな人

2008-10-05T19:41:00.001+08:00

花＊花 (Good bye the one i love...)

This song is a theme song for a drama... Very nice rhythm and very touching... kinda...

Kinda Frightening to me... Argh~

2008-10-03T22:02:00.004+08:00

Argh... how am i gonna get over with these 35++ days...
T.T

The number is frightening enough for me already whenever i visit Vincent Choo's blog...
It's like taking my life each time i see the number... I wonder why am i not panic about SPM...

This one week holiday i don't think i used it to the fullest...
My computer also got this beetchy virus, a rogue anti-virus program that is "VirusRemover2008"
which came into my PC through some kind of Spyware i think called Zlob. Screw the person who created this malicious programme!! You know what, if i wanna screw them, i gotta be cleverer than they are... They are programmers who use their knowledge to fool people who doesn't know how to write programmes...
"If we would wanna beat them, we have to be stonger!!"
"Yea, that's why, get over with you SPM first..."
"=.=" "
It took me the whole afternoon with my dad and we still didn't manage to delete it.
Just for your information, make sure you don't install nor download any of this programme because it will harm your computer and slowing it down... It will appear to telling you that your computer is infected with virus and you need an anti-virus to kill it, i don't know how my sister managed to get into that. She eventually called for my help, but the STUPID me just foolishly clicked download without knowing anything... WTF!? Thinking back, i realise how stupid i am...

Almost over already... The stupid boring one week holiday.. To tell you the truth, i rather spend my morning in the school getting the shit-like test paper back than staying at home don't know what to do, hoping to go outside and play...
Yesterday, Vincent Phang came and fetch me to have a break with them around 4.30 to 5pm... We had some delicious Rojak and ABC... I felt like, at last i can come out to have some damn fresh air!! Staying at home is just boring... Cannot play computer... Self-control... Discipline... Spyware... Virus... Television... You know, just what lazy people will do everyday...
Luckily, i'm "not" lazy... o.O hahax~ joking~

Kinda regret that i cannot join the rest of you to the "wax skating" today...
The reason is:
1. I don't think it is worthy...
2. I rather spend another RM9.00 O.o to watch another nice comedy like what we have watched
on Wednesday after Iqbal's open house... Love Guru... kinda bad for kids actually... o.O
3. I don't think my parents will allow me to go... Eventhough i haven't ask... :P
4. It's simply expensive...
5. I'm annoying person...

Gotta say sorry to my friend Eugene Uh also because my mom didn't allow me to go to your birthday party... But i still wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, EUGENE URH!!! "欢迎来到
厕所公园..."

Worst of all, nothing is as bad as the 35++ days to SPM... argh.. once i think of it, i can feel some sort of pressure pressing on my back heavily that i cannot look at the computer screen properly... You know, for me to achieve my target, it's just simply impossible...
But i believe i have a very GOOD luck~~ do i?

Well, the reason i am typing this is:
I don't wanna go to study and at the same time, i am bored to death... Don't know what to do...
I'm not a person who plans and manages time very well... but i do hope that someday i will manage it very well... :)

Seriously, last 35++ days, at least i've gotta try my best, right?
I must not sit here and do nothing... Gotta know my priority and control myself over the temptations (don't know whether i can do it or not...) Talk less and do more cuz' action speaks louder than word eventhough i've never seen any action speaks... =.="

Yeap! I won't be able to online for these few weeks until i finish the frickin' SPM that is very very very very very very important... Isn't it?
Therefore, there will be no post for my blog... I don't mind also, cuz not much people visit my blog actually... hehheh~

Pursue your dream my friends... Be a real LEGEND, Legend~
Be a good kid of your parents and repay them for what they've done for your sake~
DON'T LET THEM DOWN!!

I was deeply touched by the movie from Jack Neo... MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2~
Eventhough it doesn't have anything very special but it has something that is unique...
The film shows the relationship between mother and sons.. A very touching one, i can't believe myself that my cheap tears escape from my very eyes... DAMN IT!!
It sure is a TOUCHING one!! I'll never be the son that will send my parents to Old Folks Home, no matter what!!! I've gotta remember this in my small dumb brain forever!!
THANK YOU DADDY AND MOMMY!!!!

Without parents, we are nothing~ Remember to tell your parents: "I love you..."

May the Lord Bless all of you!! Come and visit my blog frequently... :) Nah~ joking nia~

Stupid Beetch doing stupid things...

2008-09-30T16:38:00.002+08:00

Finally i can use the internet!!! From Friday after the EST Trial exam until today finally my 'broadband' is able to access into the internet...
I was simply pissed when i waited for the PPP light on my modem to appear... I waited for the whole afternoon and it didn't go well... In the evening, someone told us that the telephone cable was being cut causing the whole housing area here no telephone line...
WTF!! You see what kinda uncivilised beetch do this stupid stuff? They are just simply nuts!! If i am the government, i will chop their hands off if i caught them...
This kind of beetch or 畜生 i would say should not even exist in this society... They are just simply RUBBISH!!! However, i am just a kid, i have no rights to say this but i still do hate those who did that... Screw them all!!
I thought that this one week holiday i will not be able to use the internet because Hari Raya is coming so noone will go and fix the line. I was kinda happy because it is fixed earlier than what me and my family expected... ahax~ Thank you very much...
Meanwhile i wanna say "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri" to all my muslim friends and wish everyone has a happy holiday...
All the Best and God Bless you All!!

By the way, GOOD LUCK to every SPM sitters~~ Good Luck to myself too... hahax..xD

中秋节快乐！！

2008-09-13T20:07:00.001+08:00

明天就是咱们中华人们会一起庆祝的一个节日，中秋节。
就是因为星期一我将会有试考所以我们今天就庆祝了中秋节。
我希望在这一年我可以有好成绩... 哈哈..
大家，加油！！！

Interesting Exhibition~~

2008-09-12T12:46:00.004+08:00

Its kinda hard for me to switch on the computer and blog nowadays but today is different (eventhough 2 more days to school's frickin' trial exam... T.T) Our school made an exhibition of 'kemanusiaan' and i was amazed by Shien Howe... Today was the first time i see Shien Howe, and John drawing... They are considered professional artist to me (including Sim Yang)!!! Shien Howe was drawing a girl in a computer while John was drawing portrait of somebody else charging only RM2...
Furthermore, it is the first time i see a digital drawing pad that Shien Howe and the others are using... It looks something like this:
It was very hard for a noob like me to use this drawing pad... It is very different from drawing on a piece of paper therefore practice is needed! A very interesting gadjet that professional digital art artist are using~ For a person as noob like me can only draw lame pictures on paper without any colours~ kinda sad... I'll make an excuse for that: NO TIME TO IMPORVE ON THAT... o.O
Am I?

Drawing useless stuff~

2008-09-11T13:03:00.016+08:00

I drew these because i was kinda bored and didn't have the heart to study at the moment~ sigh~ I don't have any cool gadjets for drawing, so i only draw on a piece of paper... Obviously it's pictures from camera right? hahax ...

Sasuke using too much sharingan... hahax~

Naruto in suit... Looks so stupid~

Shikamaru...

Naruto again? ahax~

Naruto and Sasuke...

"Hey! Concentrate on you work!!"
Drew this during BM period today.. o.O

Naruto and Pein~ I kinda like this one... Hahax~
(先生の為に～）

Zoro from "One Piece"

Zoro in hakama... kinda different~ xD

Roronoa Zoro in shinigami's hakama with 2 katanas~ hahax~
I kinda like this more than others above... :)

He's saying "Neh, you suck in drawing!!" to me... hahax~

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Meanwhile let us see something new... ahax~

Zoro using
三刀流（三頭龍）
in Shinigami's hakama...
so this is Japanese version...

Chinese version of Zoro

Malay version of Zoro... hahahax~~ >.<

Now, after seeing those EASTERN ZOROs, let us see the WESTERN ZORO...

THE WESTERN ZORO
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TADA!!! ZORRO obviously... xD

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Well, seriously, kinda boring so i'll do these boring stuff...
Tell you something, i even play with the Ferroro Rocher which i got from Seniors' Night (KING OF THE NIGHT leh~ ) last Saturday... LAME!!! :P hahax ~ wanna see?

I'll let you see....

Haih~ boring...

But seriously, fellow JUNIORS, i did have fun during the Seniors' Night just the place is too small... Nevermind but i'll have to thank all of you and your contributions!
Keep it up and don't give up!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSS!!!

2008-09-10T14:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
May the Lord Bless you and good luck in everything especially SPM!!!

FOREVER FRIENDS

2008-09-08T18:38:00.001+08:00

Smile

2008-09-05T23:45:00.001+08:00

又是另一手来自VITAS的歌。
他笑容非常有魅力，有气势，有他自己的风味。他那么优雅以及淡淡的眼神能够扣住所有观众的心。
此外，鬼魅般的歌声加上他独特的唱歌方式震惊世界...
大家一起来看看他的魅力吧~

第七元素

2008-09-05T23:41:00.001+08:00

一首很有趣的歌来自VITAS。非常可爱的一首歌以及非常可爱的装扮... 尖利的超高音就是他的特点~
一起来分享看看...

WONDERFUL WORLD

2008-09-04T21:40:00.001+08:00

This is a japanese song by 柚子(YUZU).
I like it very much, sounds very touching~ you guys have to love it like i do~
Simply nice eventhough the singer's face is full of funny expression~ hahax~ enjoy... xD

Kita anak MALAYSIA!!!

2008-08-28T20:04:00.003+08:00

Esok adalah Sambutan Hari Kemerdekaan negara kita Malaysia ke-51! Walaupun saya tidak berapa mahu pergi ke sekolah tetapi peraturan tetap peraturan... Kita haruslah mematuhinya tanpa mengira di mana dan sesiapa...
Esok, kami akan ada empat masa untuk belajar dan selepas masa rehat(kalau tak silap sebab Isnin waktu perhimpunan saya pergi ke tandas untuk "urusan cemas yang besar") baru kami menyambut sambutan tersebut...
Salah satu faktor yang menyebabkan saya meletakkan niat saya yang hendak ponteng sekolah ialah pendapat ketua saya yang saya hormati... Beliau mencadangkan saya haruslah pergi.
Walaupun saya berasa kecewa tidak mampu pergi bermain dengan kawan-kawan saya tetapi saya tetap bangga terhadap keputusan yang diletakkan iaitu mematuhi peraturan dan tidak ponteng sekolah walaupun esok hanya merupakan Sambutan Hari Kemerdekaan di sekolah kami... (no offence)
Selain itu, saya tetap bangga bahawa saya anak MALAYSIA!!!

Jalur Gemilang

Jalur Gemilang merupakan nama bendera negara kita yang amat membanggakan!
MALAYSIA BOLEH!! Haraplah benar-benar boleh~

Dato李宗伟（Li Zong Wei) merupakan salah seorang yang mewakili Malaysia ke peringkat antarabangsa... Beliau merupakan kebanggaan MALAYSIA!!!

JIAYOU!!! MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!!!!!!

Avatar The Last AirBender

2008-08-25T17:42:00.009+08:00

Back for a random post~~ hahax~

This is an awesome animation that i find it very interesting. I like it very much...
It's called Avatar: The Last Airbender (降世神通）by Nickoledeon...
These are some awesome pictures i saved from the internet~

Avatar Aang with his glider and his friend Katara, Water Bender and Sokka

Avatar and his friends including Appa in one of the water tribe village

One of the view in the animation that i find it very beautiful

This is the place where one of the friends of Avatar Aang, the King Bumi lives

The view inside the fire nation's shi

Toph, Avatar Aang, Sokka with his space sword and Katara with the 'black sun', eclipse

Avatar Aang in the avatar state

Avatar Aang taking away the Firelord Oozai's Fire Bending in the last episode of Sozin's comet

Well, this animation is talking about a monk (Not a monk actually, a half-monk? cuz monk don't kiss people... xD) who is an avatar with the destiny of saving the people from the Fire Nation and ending the war...
It is an animation with 3 seasons which they call it Book 1 (Water), Book 2 (Earth) and Book 3 (Fire) which is rich in Chinese and American style~
A very interesting and cool animation series filled with some moral values, conflicts and power behind it which is worth watching... Trust me, you'll never get bored in every episode~ You'll just love it! You've gotta explore it yourself!
I kinda missed it after i finished all three books in this holiday... It all thankx to my friend Ku Jang Kuang and Vincent Phang...
JIAYOU in SPM!!! All the Best! God Bless you ALL!!!

FuRainZ......

2008-08-21T17:46:00.006+08:00

FuRainZ... you can make one whenever you go... whenever you talk... whenever you laugh... It is very easy to make a FuRain... But a good one who is sincere from the bottom of the heart is indeed very difficult to find nowadays... it is as hard as mining gold in this 21st century...

FuRainZ are supposed to help you and guide you when you needed them... However, not everyone of them can get a FuRain as precious like that.... not every FuRain can do such lovely things...

The society is cruel... FuRainZ is just a part of one's life... When it comes to competition, FuRainZ are not FuRainZ, they are your opponents, your enemies, your rivals!! Face them and have guts to take them down without any hesitation... In this society, there will be no mercy given to anyone, even by a FuRain... Everyone is doing something for their own survival! They do everything for themselves most of the times...

FuRainZ are humans... even i myself is a human... There is always greed, selfishness, and all those dark and evil thinking right inside the very bottom heart of a human... the problem is how do you manage to control them, not letting them to take over a pure human heart which is fulled with care, love, kindness, and furainsheep...

FuRainZ who are self-centered tends to turn their back on you, use you, or even stab you in the back... this is why one must be strong, alert and observant to the surroundings... One must not be depressed, sad nor angry towards anyone when a FuRain did something bad or turn their back against you... In fact, you should be the one to be blamed for letting yourself hurt, letting yourself to be depressed, sad, letting yourself to be angry... You are WEAK, a COWARD, who flinched in a battle... who surrendered self without a fair fight... who lose your own honour...

We were FuRainZ... However, my FuRain turned his back on me... because i still want to hold that furainsheep, i surrendered myself hoping that miracle could happen... but, in 1 million times, how many times does the miracle strike? None? Once? Twice? Noone knows the answer... Is it fate? Faith? Noone knows the truth... Only He, the Great Lord, the creator of Heaven and Earth knows EVERYTHING!!!
Reflecting what i've done, it did not turned out to be a miracle, but a sword that pierce through the heart, cut through the veins, leaving nothing left inside the shell... nothing... I am WEAK! I lost my honour without a fair fight! I am just a pathetic coward who thinks that without a competition, everyone would be happy... I'm just a fool who thinks that there will be a miracle for myself...

When you were in a dilemma, please figure something out... Ask yourself from inside: what is it that you want? Is it very important to hold the furainsheep? Is that furainsheep valuable? What do you feel when you react in this way? Is there any plan A or plan B? Will I regret when i take this move?

In this world, the strong always beats the weak... Eagles eat snakes, snakes feed on mice... mice consume rice... This is the natural food chain that it has been fixed long time ago... The same goes to us, humans... Mice don't stand any chance to beat the snakes and it is impossible for a snake to eat the eagle...

Humans, who are so called the most intelligent living creature on earth, but they still can't escape from fate of this natural chain that, the strong always beats the weak...

However, we humans have the right to chose to be strong or to be weak in the competition of men against men... Blame yourself when you are weak and get stronger to beat the strong ones in a appropriate and fair way... Only a monster will walk the dark path to win a battle...

My friends, can you tell what is FuRain? They are all over the places... Loving, caring, kind, or dark, evil who waits for a chance to take you DOWN!!
Beware... my friends... beware...

洋历的中秋节~哈哈

2008-08-15T21:44:00.003+08:00

今日の物理試験は油断して残念だった...　次回は頑張りましょうか？
そして、今日私もピアノの試験があった...　試験のときはちょっと間違ったけど大丈夫かもしれない～
まぁ、それはもうあまり大切じゃなかった...　試験は終わってうれしいだ！

BeiJing Olympic!!! Berkala 2 is around the corner!

2008-08-08T16:54:00.002+08:00

Indeed... Berkala 2 is coming~ Three Days from now!!! But the thing is... TODAY IS BEIJING OLYMPIC DAY!!! Everyone will not miss the opening ceremony tonight as tonight will be a proud night for all of the Chinese... I'm proud of China, everyone is proud of China!!!
China has grown up into a strong country~
Many things has happened in our school... Today the Prefectorial Board 2007/2008 had a photo taking and we spent a lot time on that... Because it will be one of the last time we take photos together already... So sad... It will be a memorable picture for everyone! Furthermore, prefectorial board 2008/2009 had a meeting about don't know what... Confidential eh~
Hmm... I stayed back for SPBT today... I met and got to know Anthony Vun... He's a totally different person compared to his brother in attitude and thinking... A good boy... Hahax... But one thing is, he really respect his brother!! So, Lawrence, take care of him well! I stayed back to draw the badge thing on the door of the BOSS, although looks quite awkward (especially my signature..XD), but i am still quite happy for it... You'll see the masterpiece of Anthony next Monday... hahax! Very nice!
However, there will be no time for us to happy about this Olympic Games for this year i am having the Freaking SPM exam!!! I have to work! Darn! I don't wanna waste too much time about this anymore~ BYE~

Back for a Short Post~

2008-07-19T20:57:00.003+08:00

Long time haven't blog already~ kinda missed it... I just make it fast and short i think because this is one of the things that kills time...

I got friends who are having some hard times, but i hope that they can be better now... because it is not a doomsday yet... be happy that God gives you life and let you live, take it as a gift and start living a life that's full and fulfill your dreams~ my friends, i hope you will be okay...
One more thing, this special friend of mine, i never thought that he has such a potential in making poems, eventhough he might have some grammar mistakes but the poem he wrote is interesting and sometimes quite nice... I like it~ Maybe this the right way to express himself but don't take it too seriously as it may affect your emotion...

Basically i just wanna post about my lauzy attitude that people will agree with it~
Today, i went to school to participate in the SPBT Telematch which they invited St Joseph SPBT members to join us. The purpose is to foster the relationship with them... Guess what, i forgot about Indoor Games Club~ Sad to say, I'm just an irresponsible Head of Director that's all... I guess no matter how many times i apologize, people will always hate my attitude~ I hate it too... I think i really regreted that i joined this club as one of the board of director... One of my friends even said," I hope they will not be anyone like you who joined in as a director without doing anything and without any contribution~", in front of me on the day before the election day. Eventhough it hurted me a lot, but i have to accept it with my heart as i agreed with what he said. Today's telematch, because of my pimples, i didn't wanna play the wet games. I betrayed my team members and stood there doing nothing. I joined the musical chair, which was the ice-breaking game and the puzzle game. The rest i didn't dare to play because i was afraid of the pimples which got worse this Tuesday. I was afraid that it will become even itchier than what i felt from this Tuesday. I hope they can understand. But the thing is, even i didn't play the game, i went to play Table Tennis with my friend, H. Yun Chun. I enjoyed it because it was indeed a long time since i had play Table Tennis... Sweet memories~ i think... hehheh... It was the cloth-changing time before lunch. I told myself i had no rights to eat for i didn't participate and contribute much in the games... I told the 'stupid'-self not to eat the food that i don't deserved...
To whom it may concern:
I'm sorry. Maybe this is my attitude. Sorry for making you guys upset but i hope you guys can understand... I hope you guys can forgive me~ Thank you very macchee~

All the best~ God Bless You All...

Happy Birthday Amanda L. E.!!

2008-07-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Thank you and it was a wonderful and memorable night that all of us had~

恭喜曹格！！

2008-07-08T20:05:00.004+08:00

恭喜曹格为我国马来西亚争光！！

他在05.07.08金曲奖的那一天得到了最佳华语男歌手奖！！（最佳国语男歌手奖-- 台湾）

08年最佳华语男歌手

曹格加油!!! 我们还是会支持你的！！希望你不是GAY~ ，不然就太可惜了... XD

So Sad~

2008-06-30T22:22:00.002+08:00

Well, it's sad to say that maybe i have to 'pause' for my blogging habit already for there is only 133 days left (excluding today).
1. Quite a lot of things i haven't catch up yet, our one and only trial examination is
very important for the application of universities.
2. My results still sucks like how it always like~
3. Haven't done anything to make my parents pround...
4. I have to minimize my time spent in front of the computer~
5. I have to force myself to stop catching up the unneccesary animations and comics...
6. I have to force myself to stop wasting my time writing and sharing these things~
7. I have to force myself from downloading songs...
8. I have to force myself to stop chatting...

Loads of things i have to force myself to stop it or should i say "pause" it?
For too much things that i have to catch up with...

Enjoy your school time before you regret!!

2008-06-27T19:00:00.002+08:00

Too bad that i cannot online every day that makes my blog may go a bit slow... i think... hahax
So basically i think i wanna share about something that i consider fun.
Yesterday we did a debate on a topic related to "The Internet" in the period of English for Science and Technology (EST). I can say it was the most interesting and the nicest EST class ever!! THANK YOU TEACHER!!!
I think that every single person in our class really enjoyed the class for that was the first time i've ever seen a debate (although it's a bit fake), but it's kinda fun... My classmates and i laughed when they were debating because it looks very funny though~
It was really a good experience for me. Well, Form 5 is going to end soon. Some of us are going out to the society to work or some may go elsewhere for further studies. That's why we may not meet each other so often again... Quite sad though but what to do... this is one of the things that we cannot stop because it's one part of human growth, no matter physically or mentally. We've gotta be strong and stand tall eventhough we might go through a lot of hardship...
I hope everyone that i know can stay healthy eventhough we might not know each other anymore after several years of separation and i do hope that everyone of them can be successful in the future.
Furthermore, i also hope that some educated professionals can help in the development of this country.
Good luck everyone on SPM!! Good luck to myself too~ hahax...
All the best! God Bless you all.

Hari ini adalah Hari "MUFTI"...?

2008-06-24T18:48:00.002+08:00

Hari 'Mufti' adalah sehari di mana para pelajar di Sekolah SMK St. Columba boleh memakai baju biasa atau baju yang istimewa kecuali BAJU SEKOLAH!! Oleh itu, hari ini boleh dikatakan hari yang banyak disukai para pelajar, termasuklah saya...
Hari ini adalah Hari 'MUFTI' saya yang terakhir dalam seumur hidup, oleh itu, saya telah menggunakan hari ini untuk mengambil banyak gambar dengan kawan-kawan saya untuk menjadi satu kenangan pada masa hadapan kelak.
Hari sebegini tidak dapat dicari dalam sekolah menengah yang lain, oleh itu, hari ini dapat dikatakan hari yang istimewa untuk sekolah kami...
Walaupun saya telah mengambil banyak foto untuk saya sendiri, tetapi gambar-gambar ini tidak muncul dalam blog saya.
Saya rasa hari ini hanya ini sahajalah, sebab walaupun hari ini kami dapat memakai baju lain tetapi hari ini juga hari sekolah, kami juga haruslah belajar (walaupun kami tidak mengambil perhatian kerana kami sedang sibuk mengambil gambar... :P)...
Baiklah, setakat sini saja saya menceritakan hari 'Mufti' ini.. Jumpa lagi~

Happy Birthday Vincent Phang!!

2008-06-22T11:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

愛到最後一秒也不委屈

2008-06-21T21:41:00.001+08:00

一首小弟喜欢的歌想要和大家分享... 希望大家会喜欢...

一年一度的教师节...

2008-06-18T20:39:00.004+08:00

是的！一年一度的教师节又降临了！08年的教师节是我最后一年会在这圣哥伦巴中学里了（因为我们都已经上了高中二年级了），所以我与我几位朋友决定在这最后一年里一定要好好的表演！我们抽空来练习我们的歌。
起初我们在放假的时候就开始练了，因为放假的时候我们遇到了一些困难，所以只有练到一首歌「Mungkin Nanti」。到最后几天的时候他们才告诉我们可能需要打两首歌，虽然我们有一点惊讶但是我们不放弃。那时候大家都想不出要打什么适合的歌，也很想要让场面热闹起来，幸好有许亿宝的提议说我们可以玩「Roti Canai」和「I wanna hold you hand」。虽然说我们已经玩过了... 但是不到表我们就不能再玩了啊~ 我在这里想要为我们的乐队向你说声谢谢。
虽然是临时才练习的歌没有很熟悉，没有很完美，我们还是尽力了。
到了那一天，看了我们的“徒弟”演好他们的戏（虽然有大部分是学我们的），跳好他们的舞，我也觉得他们有很大的进展。之后就到我们的演出了。从一开始没有什么错误一直到第二首歌「I wanna hold your hand」的时候我失手了！其他成员都用奇怪的眼神来看着我，不过我还是继续打下去（人家说听起来是故意停的我也安心了）。到最后的时候我又出了差错！那就是我多打了一拍!! 幸好最后一首「Mungkin Nanti」进行得很顺利，场面也很热闹，我也很开心。没有错误，自己也很有满足感... 最让我感动的是台下的人都喊了“WE WANT MORE!! WE WANT MORE!!” 或许大家会觉得很平常，但是这种感受是我一身来第一次，所以我非常开心。其实我也很想再玩几首歌，但是由于没有练习其他的歌，所以只好收拾了．．．
虽然我除了差错，但是我还是非常感动因为有大家的鼓励。大家也过奖了我。我很感谢支持我的朋友们．．．谢谢大家！！我会继续加油的！

当天表演的“传统舞蹈”？

父の日おめでとう~　　（Happy Father's Day~）

2008-06-15T23:45:00.004+08:00

昨日午後３時僕のホストファミリはミリに安全に到着した。いっぱいところに行った。
皆のお腹がすいたので、ABCスペシャルを食べにいった。４人ミリライオンズクラブのライオンに会った。鰐ファームに行った。彼女たちは鰐を見たこと無いですから。面白かったでよかった。
沢山写真を撮った。次はミリのパーサルマラムに行って、ななことももこのお土産を買ってあげた。
色々なものが見た。
晩ご飯はおいしい蟹を食べた。ママさんたち持って来たのお土産にもらいました。母は買ってもらったの浴衣を着た。皆のお腹はいっぱかったので、ちょっと公園に散歩しに行った。その後は油田に行った。暗かったと博物館はもう休みだったので早く帰った。

今日（六月十五日）は父の日だった。僕らはブルネイに行った。“太陽町”に朝ごはんを食べた。いっぱい食べ物を食べて見てあげた、例えば：ラックサ等。車で２－３時間かかった。ブルネイの７星ホテル（ザーエンパイヤホテル）に先行った。次はおじさんのうちだった。そしてブルネイの水上うちに見に行った。そこでいっぱい写真を撮った。スルタンのモスクへ見に行った。日曜日は休みのブルネイの博物館も行った...　ブルネイの一日はそれだけかもしれない...
おじさんの家族と一緒に写真を撮ったの後はミリに帰った。ミリに帰ったときはお土産に買いにスーパーへ行った。沢山お土産を買った。その後は晩ご飯にボレバードにいった。食べ物は美味しかった。寝る前にななこはベートーベンの「月の光」ピアノで弾いた。凄かった！

六月十六日。皆はミリで朝ご飯の後は飛行機でミリからKK、香港までに行く。飛行機に入られるよかった。MASWINGはスケジュールを変わったでもおしえたくなかった大変だった！！最初は0835、後は0745に変わってもおしえなかった! サービスは下手、最低だ！最終は飛行機に入ってよかった、安心しました！その後は自分の学校にいく。

「Yesterday 3.00pm my host family from Japan arrived Miri safely. We went to a lot of place. Since everyone was hungry, we went to eat ABC Special. We met 4 Lions from Lions Club of Miri Host. After that we went to crocodile farm. They have never seen crocodiles before. It's good that they enjoyed. We took a lot of photos. Then we went to Pasar Malam, we bought some souvenirs for my host sister's daughters. We saw a lot of things. Dinner was delicious crabs. We also recieved a lot of souvenirs from Japan. My mom wore the YUKATA my host mother bought from Japan for her. Since we were so full (stomach) that time, we went to Taman Awam (suspended bridge) for a walk. Then we went to No.1 Oil Well. We went back early since it was dark and the musuem was closed.

Today (15th June) was Father's Day. We went to Brunei. We went to have breakfast in Suncity. We let them tried a lot of food ( Laksa, etc~ ). It took 2-3 hours to reach Brunei. We went to Brunei's 7 Star Hotel ( The Empire Hotel) first. Then to my uncle's house. We also went to see Brunei's floating houses. We took a lot of pictures. We also went to see Sultan's Mosques. We also visited Brunei's musuem eventhough it was closed since it was Sunday... I think our Brunei's one day trip is only these few things probably...
We went back to Miri after taking photos with my uncle and his family members. We bought a lot of souvenirs for Japan host family members after we arrive Miri. We had our dinner at Boulevard Restaurant. It was delicious. My hosting sister's eldest daughter played Beethoven's MoonLight before we all went to bed. It was GREAT!

16the June. Everyone went to Hong Kong from KK from Miri after breakfast here. Luckily they boarded the air plane. It was freaking bad when MASWING retimed their schedule and didn't inform us!! At first it was 0835 and then they changed to 0745 without informing us! The service was lauzy, the WORST! But at last they boarded the aeroplane to KK , i was relieved! Then i went to school. That's why i was late that time~ 」

有趣的简讯~

2008-06-12T22:11:00.002+08:00

“没钱的时候养猪
有钱的时候养狗
没钱的时候在家吃菜
有钱的时候在外吃肉
没钱的时候想结婚
有钱的时候想离婚
没钱的时候老婆兼秘书
有钱的时候秘书兼老婆
没钱的时候假装有钱
有钱的时候假装没钱

人啊，都不讲实话
说投票是毒品都在玩
说金钱是罪恶都在捞
说美女是祸水都想要
说高处不胜寒都在爬
说烟酒伤身体都不戒
说天堂最美好都不去

当今社会穷吃菜富吃肉
男想高女想瘦
狗穿衣裳人露肉
乡下早晨鸡叫人城里晚上人叫鸡
旧社会戏子卖艺不卖身新社会演员卖身不卖艺！”

这是一封收到的简讯，很特别，又是事实，
所以我们应该在这个正在变形的今天好好的保重自己... 加油！

Exhausting Brunei Trip

2008-06-06T21:04:00.006+08:00

I went to Brunei on 4th June with my family and my auntie. We travelled there by car and it was pretty tired for me to sit still in the car for 2½ hours . We went there because our relatives have been inviting us since a year ago. It was quite enjoyable eventhough it was only a 2-day trip. That night, I enjoyed Japanese sushi there (delicious man! almost wanna eat off my limit...) ... And that night, we received a message saying that petrol is going up to RM2.70 and diesel up to RM2.50, it was a frightening news, everyone was shocked. We all hope that our oil can be as cheap as the oil in Brunei which is still about $0.55. Now they announced that they will charge Malaysia plated cars different price even when we go to Brunei to fill up our tank. Quite a disaster isn't it? Sigh..

My relative brought us to watch a movie called DOOMSDAY in Brunei's cinema and i have to admit that the movie was the worst movie i've ever watched in the cinema.

Lauzy movie: DOOMSDAY

(this movie was probably directed by crazy people)

I only remembered the nice cool Bentley in the movie, and the rest, they are just shits...

The Cool BENTLEY I mentioned just now looks more or less the same like this~ xD

The movie was violent, meaningless and lame action.. but cool Coupe.. xD ~it's just a stupid movie after all~

Meanwhile, we bought some pirated DVD in Brunei for $2.00 (approx RM4.80). The quality was better than the pirated DVD in Malaysia. Everything will be cheap if we live and earn money in Brunei... Even so, the resources will deplete...

I watched the pirated movie DVD which cost me $5.00 (approx RM12) called "AUGUST RUSH". Quite a nice movie though~ A movie about music... Wanna see it? hahax~

AUGUST RUSH

This movie is talking about a boy who is musically talented and who never give up to look for his parents

WE ARE THE WORLD 爱心无国界

2008-06-01T15:30:00.001+08:00

来一起为中国祈祷吧！

Computer experience...

2008-05-30T18:08:00.003+08:00

What is LIFE?
Well, sometimes quite a lot of things came into my mind when my brain is blank as i have nothing to do...

Somehow i haven't online this few days it's because i've encountered a problem with my computer. This stupid computer has cost thousands of Ringgit to repair it.. (can even afford to buy a new one already though), but i still need this computer as IT has become a NECESSITIES in our daily lives...
I am not really sure about what exactly happened to my computer but i tried to find it out. One day, i installed the ESET Anti-Virus programme as my computer was working quite slow and i thought my defence system wasn't that strong enough eventhough i already had Avast, Counterspy, and even AVG Free Anti-Virus programmes. So it crashed. My computer got jammed. The pc got jammed when the ESET installation programme was running half-way. So i restarted it. Luckily it didn't just die like that, it successfully load until the desktop with the wallpaper and the "start" bench but once i clicked anything, nothing happened.
I wanted to fixed it but few things held me back from doing that. Laziness and fear, afraid that i am not able to fix it and i cannot afford to pay anything if anything happens to it. I left it in that situation for a day... As the day passed by, i felt guilty as i neglected my responsibility. So i decided to try to fix it. It was still the same when i switched the pc on for several times. When i wanted to give up, i was lucky that i successfully disabled 2 or 3 anti-virus programmes from the "start"bar(located at the right most corner). So i quickly remove the ESET programme from my computer, slowly the computer came back to function properly.
Eventhough it may seems to be working normally, but i believe some of the hardware may be damaged and i believe that my computer is still unstable now.
Prevention is better that cure, so avoid installing too much anti-virus programme as you'll damage the computer system but do install some to keep your computer away from virus.
As you can see, these little little things in our lives might not seem quite important but it simply is an experience that we can use it practically. Don't take these little little things too lightly.
L- ife
I- s
F- inding
E- xperiences

So, treasure your experiences which makes a person wise. Be an experienced person, live a life LIFE...
All the best, GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!

キミモノガタリ (Your Story)

2008-05-26T23:29:00.001+08:00

Little by little の「キミモノガタリ」は　ナルト疾風伝のエンディングテーマです。
(Naruto Shippuden Anime Ending Theme Song by Little by Little.)

The Legend that has not been told...

元宵节快乐

虎年快乐！

BBQ

Matlab test...

Pearl Harbor

Great Frisbee Tournament!!

November

Thankx alot!!!

Stupid Stupid Stupid!!

Last day for University's Blood Donation!!!!!

An awesome adventure to Broga Hill!!

全球 华裔 中秋节快乐！！

Hi... peninsular~

Hari Raya Aidilfitri

干你妈的!

被逼的 ~林道遠

被逼的

十六天

Short Post

Random

超越极限，抵达无限！

モンキー・D・ルフィ

Topicless

Boom Boom

囧囧有神的 海贼团！

Home Sweet Home!

BREAK ＦＲＥＥ！！！

Examination approximately over...

Test is coming~

父亲节快乐

Father's Day Special!!!

Father's Day Countdown...

Happy Father's Day

Catch the funny moment!!

端午节快乐！

Tell me WHY?

A fun video for all to share~

母亲节快乐！

mother....

Beware of spam touting Windows updates

Gambarimasu!

now

Pictures that i meant...

Released from stupid troubles~

Growing up~

An expression of mine when i was inside the camp

Home Sweet Home

Coming soon....

新年快乐！！

I wish i can draw something creative like this...

A worst one ever!!!

ニック(NIK)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDRIC K.!!

Need Practise!!

Hardly can see our friends from now on...

毛毛歌

This is what am i doing lately...

A long holiday?

Same thing goes for today... xD

I guess i still suck in my drawing

Sibu

A long night~

大马教育文凭考试后的第二天...

出头天

WE ARE FREE!! NO MORE SuPerMan!!

Last 12++ days to SuPerMan

BOYS AND GIRLS... 30days to SPM~

Drawing Useless Stuff Again~

We Are!

さよなら 大好きな人

Kinda Frightening to me... Argh~

Stupid Beetch doing stupid things...

中秋节快乐！！

Interesting Exhibition~~

Drawing useless stuff~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSS!!!

FOREVER FRIENDS

Smile

第七元素

全球华裔中秋节快乐！！

囧囧有神的海贼团！

BREAK　ＦＲＥＥ！！！

さよなら大好きな人

父の日おめでとう~　　（Happy Father's Day~）